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Thoughts of poetry to the void obis and beyond

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The pain will not sustain me, for long. It will drain me. It will attain me. Hoping it wont bring shame to me. Wont replace me. Rename me. Make me blame me. I cant suffer. Cant expose. Nerves exposed. Bliind eyes turned. Waves afoot. How long till I see fit. Crooked ridge. Lost hips blended...
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Alone. Dark. Shade. Night. Break. Escaping the past. That was easier. Atleast my bruises were black. Atleast my cuts were deep. Atleast my life lost was an over dose or a suicide ir something in between. Non of this he said she said on repeat. I am in defeat. Quit. Then they win. End. For...
scleod
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If I just dropped off. Would anyone care? I could just end it all there. Stop my exisitense. No worry in sight. Bresthless. Hopless. Not one fright. I love you, I hate you, I'll cheer you on. Defeated. Why must I be beaten? I've been battered and bruised. Id take the physical pain...
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Restless. I cant sleep. Cant eat. Lie awake. Ache. Mistake you for what was once hate. Jaws tired. Brains scrambled. Body bruised, beaten down. Sick tired in defeat. Im so sick of this misery. Im seeking out, screaming out. Speaking out. I wont hold onto the pain no more. Wont keep in tight...
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I thought for a second I saw land. I was on land. Safe. Warm. All the necessities of life. Drowning. Water over head almost feeling dead. Burnt out beyond belief. Can I just leave here. Must I just sink, into the obis. Screaming into the void. Noone will call back. All alone no hope in sight. I...

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