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Ephraim Becker's personal log

I just received my "I have Autism" mini button for my shirt. Unfortunately, it's smaller than I thought. I hope other people can still see it clearly.
I updated a girl's android phone without her permission in my social skills class today. Not only that, I didn't participate at all. I just didn't feel up to participating at all in the class today. The train ride to my class went well. I kept to myself the whole time.
I had a long conversation with an acquaintance (I have a hard time accepting non-special ed people as my friend) my age about my anxiety. I was very surprised how much he cared about me.
Those bad thoughts about a camp I went to 2 years ago is getting much worse. I feel like i'm the only person in the world that has an issue like this. I believe that I now have 24/7 anxiety. My anxiety is only getting stronger. To make things worse, no one believes me at all and thinks that i'm...
My parents are finally letting me take public transit all by myself. Every Wednesday, I go to some class that is supposed to help me with my social skills. As of now, my parents are only letting me take public transit independently for the way there. My parents still have to drive me back home...
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I just completed 2 tutorials on Blender 3D. I have 9 more tutorials left.
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I'm right now in the mood of taking tutorials on Blender 3D. I'm downloading Beginner Tutorials from a YouTube playlist to my computer. Those tutorials are very long though. I hope I don't give up and stay motivated on Blender 3D.
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I've purchased my favorite soundtracks from Star Trek and Star Wars on Amazon.com with Amazon Music. It's only $0.99 per song. Now I can easily listen to the full soundtracks and not just the sample anymore.
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After an annoying 1 hour wait to re-download the whole first episode of Star Trek: Deep Space Nine, I finished watching the rest. Like always, I go in linear order (start from the beginning and go until the end). I'm now up to Season 1 Episode 2.
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I was watching the first episode of Star Trek: Deep Space Nine. The first episode is an hour and a half. I was 1 hour and 6 minutes in and something weird happened. The video jumped to the end and stopped. I looked into the video description of the episode I was watching, the first episode of...
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Last year, I finished binge watching the whole Star Trek: The Original Series. The day after I started binge watching Star Trek: The Next Generation. I finished binge watching Star Trek: The Next Generation a month ago. I now have the urge to start binge watching Star Trek: Deep Space Nine. I...
My glasses are always dirty and every time I clean them, they get dirty a moment later. My glasses are also scratched. I hate wearing glasses! I want my full eyesight back!
I have very bad thoughts in my mind, the house phone just rung, the walls are making noise, and I have a headache. I find myself bored, but I know I have something I want to do, just that I forgot what it is because I can't think right now.

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