Otis
New Member
Does anyone else see a large group and kind of internally run. Yesterday I saw a group of about 30 guys I probably knew all of them,not deeply personally but from the community and extended surfing community.
I remember feeling glad I was heading into the market but inside was like very glad. Doesn't help I guess they were all having a few drinks. But the thought of being amongst them or passing through them kinda freaked me out.
As I have stated previously I'm new to this site and knew to trying to look past my surface coping which I believe it's not just skin surface but also a similar front in my mind. Called denial I guess. I'm basically knew to trying to really help and understand myself better.
I remember feeling glad I was heading into the market but inside was like very glad. Doesn't help I guess they were all having a few drinks. But the thought of being amongst them or passing through them kinda freaked me out.
As I have stated previously I'm new to this site and knew to trying to look past my surface coping which I believe it's not just skin surface but also a similar front in my mind. Called denial I guess. I'm basically knew to trying to really help and understand myself better.