i always seem to leave for months/years at a time and come back it’s funny lol. whether due to burnout or forgetfulness it always happens. 
a life update for those who are interested:
i moved to a different city with my boyfriend, we’re living together now. i started a new job. i started therapy again. both my mom and dad moved away from me to live in texas.
it’s been a lot honestly. i guess i came back here because im struggling all over again and was hoping to get a new perspective?
i’ve been struggling a lot at work, i ask a LOT of questions however i don’t think it’s a lot. i’ve been told i ask “too many questions and they’re usually the same one’s” (this was feedback i received from my supervisor.) due to this, she moved me to a different department because she “heard from the “grapevine (whatever that means lol, i’m imagining an actual vine of grapes) that i’m too slow for my department check in. i got moved to check out and it’s been HORRIBLE. my supervisor witnessed me having a panic attack yesterday and had to calm me down. i also had one in front of her assistant the day before and had to get sent home early. providers/doctors hand me papers and expect me to know how to make appointments without telling me ANYTHING. it’s the WORST. i don’t know about yall but i always need clarification with absolutely anything and everything given to me. i’ve told my supervisor and her assistant id like to be moved upstairs where it’s MUCH quieter and i can just answer emails and take occasional phone calls when needed, however when i told them this my supervisor said they were too short staffed in check out and i had to stay. i’m dreading going back on monday and wondered if anybody had any advice?
anything helps, even just a ‘welcome back’ thank you for reading.
a life update for those who are interested:
i moved to a different city with my boyfriend, we’re living together now. i started a new job. i started therapy again. both my mom and dad moved away from me to live in texas.
it’s been a lot honestly. i guess i came back here because im struggling all over again and was hoping to get a new perspective?
i’ve been struggling a lot at work, i ask a LOT of questions however i don’t think it’s a lot. i’ve been told i ask “too many questions and they’re usually the same one’s” (this was feedback i received from my supervisor.) due to this, she moved me to a different department because she “heard from the “grapevine (whatever that means lol, i’m imagining an actual vine of grapes) that i’m too slow for my department check in. i got moved to check out and it’s been HORRIBLE. my supervisor witnessed me having a panic attack yesterday and had to calm me down. i also had one in front of her assistant the day before and had to get sent home early. providers/doctors hand me papers and expect me to know how to make appointments without telling me ANYTHING. it’s the WORST. i don’t know about yall but i always need clarification with absolutely anything and everything given to me. i’ve told my supervisor and her assistant id like to be moved upstairs where it’s MUCH quieter and i can just answer emails and take occasional phone calls when needed, however when i told them this my supervisor said they were too short staffed in check out and i had to stay. i’m dreading going back on monday and wondered if anybody had any advice?
anything helps, even just a ‘welcome back’ thank you for reading.
