Feeling very lonely, wanting to discuss about history of depression, but the fear of law enforcement getting involved.

[Oz67]

I feel very lonely, I want to discuss my history of depression, but I feel hesitant to talk about it online, because when I posted my history of delusion of guilt online, I got some negative reactions, law enforcement gets involved, that a was couple years ago.

I can't hide my history of inappropriate guilt anymore, I just feel very lonely, I am struggling. I haven't posted about my history of inappropriate guilt for a few years now.

I feel bad, I am sorry

 

[Shevek]

Some generic suggestions for depression that work for me are fresh air, exercise, and plenty of fluids. They don't affect the reasons, but they do reduce their impact.

 

[Crossbreed]

I care, but I do not understand the phrase "inappropriate guilt."

1. If you are actually guilty of something, you should take steps to make appropriate amends.
2. If you are not actually [criminally] guilty of anything, why would the police be interested...?

 

[Oz67]

Some generic suggestions for depression that work for me are fresh air, exercise, and plenty of fluids. They don't affect the reasons, but they do reduce their impact.

That's good that it works for you

 

[Oz67]

I care, but I do not understand the phrase "inappropriate guilt."

1. If you are actually guilty of something, you should take steps to make appropriate amends.
2. If you are not actually [criminally] guilty of anything, why would the police be interested...?

Inappropriate guilt is one of the diagnostic criteria for Major Depressive episode in Bipolar Disorder or Major Depressive Disorder, that may be delusional almost everyday.

What happened was is that I falsely confessed to crimes I didn't commit due to severe depression at that time, some people reported me to the police and checked to make sure I am okay and they explained to me that I shouldn't falsely confess to crimes online as it's risky.

 

[Aspychata]

That's very serious. That sounds like you were really depressed. Has this been life long from tweens? The reason l ask, is l noted my daughter who was a tween seemed depressed. I was afraid that meds might not really help at her age, so l spent most of my time trying to cheer up. Which really meant spoiling her. Her dad does suffer from bipolar but doesn't take meds. His bipolar isn't really severe, he doesn't like the effects of the meds.

 

[Oz67]

That's very serious. That sounds like you were really depressed. Has this been life long from tweens? The reason l ask, is l noted my daughter who was a tween seemed depressed. I was afraid that meds might not really help at her age, so l spent most of my time trying to cheer up. Which really meant spoiling her. Her dad does suffer from bipolar but doesn't take meds. His bipolar isn't really severe, he doesn't like the effects of the meds.

I think I started to develop symptoms of Bipolar when I was 12-13 years of age, and it became worse overtime. I am stable, I just tend to have hypomanic and depressive symptoms from time to time.