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Butterfly_Lady

Butterfly_Lady

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  • Nolan1971
    i did always ask before hand (always) including the time with the condom if you had said no it would have been fine with me
    besides you enjoyed other things more anyway and so did I. I apologize if you don't remember but I did ask. Pleasing you was what matters to me
    so I should have changed the plan for that I am sorry
    Nolan1971
    Smile knowing you helped heal what happened to me.
    I will forever be here when ever you need me and will pray everyday until you heal:love:
    I love you!
    Nolan1971
    I wanted to give you the date that should have happened and you suggested it hoping it would erase the bad memory.
    According to you it worked it was never about me:cry:
    Nolan1971
    I realized that after you told me in May that is why I promised no more indefinitely.
    Once you realized I love you and never needed that you where happy.
    You said you forgave me and apologized for not saying it sooner. What I learned from my mom was ongoing and recent asking her advice
    so i did not know at that time. I just want to have our special friendship to be solid and I'm sorry again if anything I did or say ever hurt you.
    Nolan1971
    I am just glad it no longer is a factor for us since it's our friendship is what's most precious to me
    and I hope you also. Am I still forgiven?
    Nolan1971
    No I was not thinking of myself I always put my wife and you first for me it is giving myself not taking
    Nolan1971
    I did care and still do I was every bit as lost in the moment as you (blinded by love) why do you think I apologized back in May
    and promised to wait. I realize I don't want to pass on my illness to children which is why I ended it there. Forgive me for following my heart
    until the Lord talked to me about it. My mom told me in took 6-7 yrs before she was comfortable with my dad.
    I have been to confession and learned to forgive myself for it I hope you do to.
    Nolan1971
    Then I truly understand truth is the simpler moments of confiding in each other,holding hands,etc means infinitely more to me.
    I was lost in the magic of it please forgive me.
    Nolan1971
    Thanks I just wanted to be sure I did not do anything that caused that to happen.
    I always want to be the person you sing about in Head over heels you mean that much to me also.
    Nolan1971
    It went well I think we will see. They are looking for only 20hrs Fri,Sat,Sun but I have Macy's
    tomorrow Pleasant dreams
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