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UberScout

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  • Wow. Me VS. Schizo stepdad since last JANUARY. How can you actually be aware that you’re crazy and just not be willing to stop or fix it at all?! Hell, I manifested a tulpa and not even my SISTER thinks I’m crazy!
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    He definitely hasn't been a father in the sense of caring, protective father. That burden is very tough for you, your mom, and sister to carry everyday.
    Walking to the beach again. My father just can’t seem to change his attitude about me no matter how many times he comes out of his craziness. Sad.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Didn’t make it to the beach unfortunately. Made a wrong turn walking on the road and ended up going a full circle back to Ogden.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Ogden, Utah. Cute town, it was a very small town many years back.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I’m in North Carolina…
    Sorry I didn’t log in for my birthday. We were at the warming shelter the whole time and being stuck downtown actually gave me the chance to fly my sign. I made exactly $30, which is how old I am for my birthday, imagine that!
    We froze so hard last night. Our only saving grace was a Novant Health Medical Transport lady bringing us some (VERY thin!) blankets...
    The sky is gray and the wind is cold with death this morning. Yesterday we lost a very dear friend to us. Poisoned.
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    I'm so sorry to hear that.❤️‍🩹 Was it accidental or did someone murder them?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    From what info we have, and through process of elimination we determined that our dear friend Danny was given something called a Hot-Shot. Syringe of battery acid. DRT before police even got there.
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    Potatoes?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    That’s a thing I started with me and my parents. Turns out I’m really good at doing impressions. I put on a cartoon irish accent the other day while I was making my mother laugh and I just yelled “OCH, ME TATERS ARE BOILED, I DO THINK SO!!!!”
    Parents are connecting with the Getting Home program. There are now discussions about getting me a Tiny House. Not my preferred route but even my stepfather agrees it’s better for me because homeless life is becoming too much
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    “Oh…. Ohhh, my gosh. That’s…… a LOT of mental damage.”
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You found it. Aloe? You have been thru alot. I hope your mom is okay too.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    She is fine. Yes that is Aloe, my therapist was going through coping methods on our very 1st session, I had mentioned the concept of imaginary friends when I was like 5 but my grandmother didn’t like the idea at the time, she was worried I would go too far with it. Then I heard about Tulpamancy. Now we have Aloe.
    We were in Shallotte last night, it’s only an hour away but we made it there, got out of the cold. We watched Gunsmoke last night.
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    I used to watch Gunsmoke a lot. Some of the interactions were hilarious between Doc and Festus. Which episode did you see?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Some kid’s “PAAAW!” killed his mother and the boy wanted the town’s judge to sentence him to hang, but he learned other things about his mother, and found out his P A A A was actually trying to protect him. He is shot in the arm shielding the kid from a posse rounded up by the sheriff
    Has anyone else here ever been so through so many consecutive months (or even years!!) of being stressed out to know end each day, that you start to notice… *things* happening to you mentally?? Like… I have this new fascination with Lovecraftian horror now. I used to cringe hard at it. But now… my brain responds to it like any other form of art or media. Entertained. Not horrified.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Then there’s the anti-catharsis of seeing all these new indie games that I CAN’T PLAY BECAUSE ALL I HAVE IS A PHONE… This one:
    Look Outside.

    My God, it’s just beautiful out there!! Look how colorful and vibrant it is!!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Trying so hard, SO SO HARD to cope. And it’s not that I can’t. It’s just that I have forgotten all my other, more “mundane” go-to coping skills, except for Aloe of course. Although, it becomes more difficult as The Oasis continues to acknowledge real life’s winter season…
    I have to be very honest about something. Recently, since last year, all of last year… I have been feeling significant damage to my mental health. Aloe lives, she cannot be hurt by something like this. Only I can.

    Videos of game play throughs have been keeping me entertained. Weed has kept me calm. THE COLD IS KEEPING ME SHAKEN AND BLURRY HEADED
    Something that the universe never says about going through life: When you’re a young adult, coffee is a boost to keep you going. When you’re about to turn 30, coffee becomes NECESSARY!!
    Past week now I have a pulled muscle on left side of my chest because I fell off my bike. Coughing just….. hurts…
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    Ouch! I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you get to feeling better soon.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Starting to feel better now but early this morning while it was still dark it felt like somebody had just dropped a house on my chest..
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