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Cutesie

Cutesie

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Struggling to exist, trying to believe in change. From New York City
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  • Cutesie
    Not having slept last night, and having forgotten to take the medication, I went to a nutritionist appointment. I was so talkative there - feeling very autistic. When I left, a trigger got me started on rapid stimming that was almost uncontrollable. It was the happy type. None of this was unusual before the meds, but there was also much more anxiety back then.
    Cutesie
    In the past few days, I've catalogued, in my private notes, all of my contributions to "Just One Photo from Today" - descriptions, locations when known. There are 55 photos in my collection up to now (since 07/09).
    Cutesie
    To all Jewish friends: Kesiva Vachasima Tova, and a year filled with goodness and sweetness.
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    .כתיבה החתימה טובה
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    I don't know if I am Jewish or not for certain. There is reason for some major suspicion that I am likely part (possibly up to about a fourth). Either way I wish a sweet a joyous new year to all here who are celebrating Rosh Hashanah and that you will be sealed in the Book of Life.
    Cutesie
    For anyone here who was on ADISC: That site was shut down this week after seventeen years. Most of its core membership - approaching thirteen hundred in less than two weeks - have moved to SPANDI (spandi.org).
    Cutesie
    It was 24 years ago that we sat bewildered in our classroom, not knowing what would be attacked next - us? I heard plenty on the radio in those days, but I'm grateful that we didn't own a TV.

    This photo was taken by me last year at the Memorial:
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    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    I wrote afterwards, "Plenty of visitors were there snapping lots of photos. You know what's sad? That no one appeared to be sad. I'm sure that it was different earlier in the day when victims' relatives came."
    Cutesie
    I'm feeling so sad. The other support site that I've used is about to be destroyed. It's meant so much to me during the year that I was active. It was therapy, and unlike any therapy that I've done with a live person, it worked.
    Cutesie
    I just discovered a site feature: When viewing a list of threads, your avatar can be seen attached to the ones to which you made contributions. If you click on your avatar, it will show you how many comments you made on said thread.
    Cutesie
    I was, due to thinking about some memories, in a bad state of mind. Reading through several pages of "Answer a Question with a Question" got me past it for now. So creatively funny!
    Cutesie
    VIP membership on the site is supposed to allow one to make edits within one month of posting. I just successfully edited a post from last September.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    My understanding was that VIP membership allows edits without a time limit.
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
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    I don’t mind, of course, that it's longer.
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    Update five weeks later: The mods fixed it; we can now only edit posts for a month.
    Cutesie
    Today marks one half of a year since I joined this site. It's given me some information, but I've mostly used it for the fun aspects.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    At first l thought l read the Fur Aspects, lol.
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    No, that's for the other site that I'm on.
    Cutesie
    I'm feeling quite upset, and I don't know if it's directed more at myself or at a certain other person.
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    For only the second time since leaving the hospital, I took Atarax, the anti-anxiety pill that's available for when I want it.
    Cutesie
    My writing can be complicated, with twists in the sentences that could be done differently. I apologize to those subjected to it, but I don't know how to do it better while making my point.
    Good boy
    Good morning, nice to see an other one in my area
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    Hi! I love your profile picture. You look like a sweet boy.
    Good boy
    Good boy
    I'm, at least in my mind. Thanks
    Cutesie
    Congratulations to @velociraptor. Tomorrow will be the 23rd anniversary of his becoming sober! That's some accomplishment - a model for the rest of us.
    velociraptor
    velociraptor
    Thank you, but it is 33rd. Sober date is Feb 15, 1992. :)
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    Oh no. I knew that, but somehow messed-up the basic math. Well, today is the day, so... Congratulations on 33 years!
    Cutesie
    When contributing to certain "fun" threads, I do a search in order to ascertain that my entry hasn't been used yet. Without that challenge, I don't see the enjoyment of the exercise. I know that I've mentioned this point before (two months ago), but I wanted to say it again, so I am.
    Cutesie
    Oh, my! For once, I can truly empathize with those who have serious panic attacks. I'm experiencing the worst physical symptoms of anxiety that I can remember, and it's not close to what I've read about in other people's accounts.
    Cutesie
    Tomorrow's my intake appointment at a PROS outpatient mental health program. I'm quite nervous, expecting something to go wrong for some reason. Maybe I'm more nervous about whether it's really a step in the right direction, as opposed to another delay in getting the help that I really need.
    Cutesie
    Cutesie
    Update on Tuesday night: The place is totally not for me, and I should've known it. (I did; it's confusing.) I was there today as a participating observer, but it's over. They're going to reapply me for therapy and psychiatry at that agency - almost square one.
    Cutesie
    Following my admission on ADISC - another support site where I contribute - I'm saying here as well that my city of residence is New York. It's been my only home.
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