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Hazel_1914

Hazel_1914

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  • Hazel_1914
    Reading Flannery O'Connor's "Revelation" this morning and now it's stuck in my head. This is not a bad thing.
    Hazel_1914
    As surprised as I am that it's already August, I'm very happy it's going to be cool weather in two months or so. October will be here and every year it's wonderful.
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    I have to talk myself into accepting the demise of the summer by
    telling myself, every year, that September isn't so bad, really.
    And October isn't February, for instance. Even December isn't
    January. Heating with wood affects my view of seasons.
    Outdated
    Outdated
    I'm looking forward to the cold weather ending so that I can get out and about more.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    My headphones broke two months ago and my ancient computer has no external speakers. Just like that, I kind of quit watching YouTube. Amazing the difference it makes to not have YouTube as part of one's mind; I like this far better.
    Crossbreed
    What is going on with your name change?
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    the number is a reference to the year Archduke Franz Ferdinand was shot and WWI broke out which I still think could be seen as a valid line of demarcation between "Christendom/Western civilization" and the modern world.
    the name itself changed because I am trans, and my previous username borrowed on Latin which is a heavily gendered language (you see it in the suffixes) and referred to a piece by Elgar
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    the whole thing started as a science experiment last winter and it got a little out of hand but fixed 10 or 12 years of depression - which is reason enough.
    Hazel_1914
    Narrowing down that my next mental-health fixup project is going to have to be the moderate to severe anxiety. At least that is fixable, but I've never worked on it in a targeted and specific way. So this will be interesting.
    Hazel_1914
    today is the day i test out and see if i measure up.
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    MildredHubble
    MildredHubble
    You'll get there! It took me 3 tries to pass my driving test, but I think in the end it was a good thing. It helped me be more careful. Its not about passing first time but having a long and safe, accident free driving career! That's the best metric to concentrate on 🙂
    MildredHubble
    MildredHubble
    On another note, I just remembered again that I noticed my copy of The Bell Jar wasn't on the shelf the other day, I made a mental note to find it and you've jogged my memory! :-)
    Tired
    Tired
    I recently passed driving test on my 4 try, almost gave up on driving altogether, even tho i really love the feeling of it.
    Hazel_1914
    Mental health so much better last 3 weeks, absolutely unbelievable feeling of peace and normalcy
    Outdated
    Outdated
    Is this from hormone therapy or because you can now see a brighter future ahead for yourself?
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    @Outdated from both the skills and the HRT. I think I'm getting the hang of these old trucks. They say I'm one of the better drivers in the class. And I'm finding my brain is doing so much better on estrogen.
    maycontainthunder
    maycontainthunder
    Dog V4 sends hugs. Glad you're feeling good.
    Hazel_1914
    There is a chance that with the license I'm working on I can get a very nice job--and start to get out of poverty.
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    Hopefully it will work out. What are you studying?
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    @FayetheAspie truck driving! I was able to get a scholarship for a Commercial Driver's License, Class A, which would permit me to operate a semi-truck. If I got endorsements and levelled up I could haul hazmat and other things.

    Was studying English in the Humanities & Philosophy, nearly graduated college, but I promise this is going to be a better career.
    Hazel_1914
    doing anything important online induces anxiety, be it bills, paperwork, filing taxes, anything. I do not know why.
    Hazel_1914
    Autism is: being worried about the $8 car wash until you realize it's only a $2 hand wash and you've let the enamel on your car get dusty for no reason.
    Hazel_1914
    This evening I need to order some tools to fix a typewriter...it's just sitting here, and I have parts for it, but I haven't fixed it. Why not.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    it is a cool old 1916 Remington open frame and I love early Remingtons. Really a fifty-pound cast-iron gigachad of a typewriter and it's been here two years without overhaul. I better fix it.
    Hazel_1914
    I found a shop with experience in a specific kind of typewriter--so I can get my '36 Noiseless Portable going, hopefully.
    Somehow I broke the return handle.
    Hazel_1914
    Going to do something very silly today--Don't mind me. Going to try for my commercial learners permit.
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    Are you talking about truck driving? Let us know how it goes.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    @FayetheAspie yes, it is for truck driving. And I passed! Now to enroll in a technical school and get the practice needed to be able to test again and actually get the CDL. I was taking the test for CDL-A, interstate commerce, combination vehicles (trailers), with air brakes.
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