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Tony Ramirez

Tony Ramirez

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  • Tony Ramirez
    Daily public meltdowns are a normal occurrence in my life now.
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    thejuice
    I believe you, life's not fair.
    You were making good progress with vocational and volunteer stuff last week, then a bad experience has triggered traumatic memories of exclusion, so now your doubting yourself again. It's like your whole world collapses. I know you can get up again, you've done it before, I believe in you!
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Churches ignored me all three. The garden volunteers emails I sent must have gone into a black hole. Vocational services I already see as a dead end with the scripted text email back saying we will get back to you. Every Tom dick and Harry I meet has a great college experience degree and job or jobs and are getting better jobs while I can't even get volunteer work with my toilet paper resume.
    Masked Man
    Masked Man
    From what I can see you sent those emails on Friday. What day was yesterday and the day before? It was the weekend, Tony. Probably no one was working.
    Tony Ramirez
    I question if women truly really hate me. Today was a mixed bag, but really it was mostly good if they know me or there is a guider there. If not, then hell yes, they hate me. I'm so confused, I am losing sleep and weight over it.
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    Matthias
    I've never seen you post any evidence that any woman hates you. Women not talking to you just means they're not interested in you. It does not mean that they hate you.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    you haven't tried therapy, you quit too soon. meds may help with obsessive thoughts. these are obsessive, they have completely taken over your thinking. you truly need help to battle faulty thinking. You aren't other men, you are Tony. Some men can get any women to talk to them, they have confidence, maybe are better looking , whatever the reason is.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I still have a therapist. Ugly men all over NYC talk to pretty attractive women and are friends with them. Annoying.
    Tony Ramirez
    Touch grass, get a haircut, get a hobby, go to the gym, do activities, try social clubs, treat yourself, useless advice that gave me RSD. Screw everyone who recommended it.
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    thejuice
    Oh I see below. Sorry I let you down.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Nobody truly knows what will help you. We show support by trying to offer ideas, but we can be just as lost as you to know what will work.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Tony,
    You dared to hope (just like Carrie did), but it didn't fix things right away and now you are angry with those who encouraged you.

    You could try to think about people who give advice as people who care about you and are not ostracizing you. A good thing.
    Tony Ramirez
    Those vocational services that never got back to me, I contacted one back, and they are getting ready to continue working. The other one that never got back I registered again per advance under my Google account and right away things are happening. Now as for the volunteer gardens not getting back, I am going in person.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Nothing was happening. Emails went nowhere, literally. So I called one and re-registered another person requested by someone. When I have time, I will go in person for the volunteer and find other places. Wish me luck. Sitting on my butt waiting for them did crap.
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    thejuice
    Well done keep hounding them, volunteer organisations tend to be disorganised
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    ☘️Good luck Tony!☘️
    Tony Ramirez
    I can't love myself. I tried. But so many people hate me, I can't even look at my face in the mirror. I also lost my ability to socialize with others. I hate myself. Everything about me. Hate it all.
    Tony Ramirez
    I trust no one.
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    thejuice
    I think you mean autism level 3
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Yes my mind is cloudy am really stupid
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    thejuice
    No it's okay, I don't think youre stupid, I wanted that term clarified in case an opportunist latches on to it and uses it against you. Memories are long here. Antisocial level 3 is legal jargon for certain socially unacceptable behaviours.
    Tony Ramirez
    I deleted my Reddit account. Per my request from my 2 single female friends.
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    thejuice
    Is that to avoid nihilist content? Sounds like a good idea, especially in your fragile state, best to try to turn to the light than dark
    Tony Ramirez
    My life just keeps getting worse. Nothing I try works to improve myself. Everything I try, I fail at.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    One messed up this morning thanks to my father insulted. The other was full of them was the ostracized then rude customer service eating getting headaches dizzy being ostracized.
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    thejuice
    Rude!
    Masked Man
    Masked Man
    Tony your entire personality is anger. You gotta realize at some level that it's off-putting to others. They see you acting oddly so they avoid you. You're a walking safety hazard.
    Tony Ramirez
    I'm losing my appetite.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry Tony. You gotta eat food. I feel like people don't get you. People always think wrongly of me, it's a burden.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    It will be harder to manage difficult emotions without sufficient food. Try to eat something even if you aren’t hungry and definitely keep drinking water.

    Hope you feel less bad soon.
    Aspychata
    Tony, l hope you are doing okay. You have come so far.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Dead end after dead end while others around me prosper. Yes I come far
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You talk about your feelings, that's big step. You gotta work on the anger management. That's really important.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Have you talked to your therapist, do you need a mood stabilizer, my neighbor takes it to deal with anxiety, she has tried a few and found one that works. She has anxiety like me, she can get upset easily.
    Tony Ramirez
    I hope I am dead by year end.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    And I hope for better for you. But if you insist on throwing your life away, do not come here begging for pity over that.
    Tony Ramirez
    Everyone was cold as ice to me today, not one smile. I nearly lost it until I remembered what you wrote about getting arrested. But I did file some complaints and left a negative survey anonymous.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    There was a Prada snob who ignored me also all teenagers working today. It was not a good day. Many mean people out today.
    Misery
    Misery
    Wait, where did this happen? I mean, if it was people working a job, it's not too surprising that they might not be smiling. I know I never did when I worked, even if I genuinely wanted to help people. Smiles just aint in my arsenal.
    Misery
    Misery
    That being said, the smoking thing is definitely irritating. I hate when people do that.
    Tony Ramirez
    Had another nuclear meltdown in a park performance. No one cared even after knocking down trash cans and threatening to jump off the pier, even walking into a car it just drove past me. People in NYC don't even care if you try to commit suicide
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    None of my friends picked up the phone
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    thejuice
    Phoning someone was a great idea, shame they didn't pick up. Do they have Samaritans in your city?
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    thejuice
    Could you get a piece of paper, write a rant and then chuck it away when you feel better?
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