My casual friend is going to now be my former friend after I sent the latest stupid trauma dump message to her about people smoking in the park bothers me every time I tried to read my Bible. It happened every time I try to read it.
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Tony Ramirez
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Closing my reddit account how? Removing reddit from Google search results because I am sick of the profane results. The last straw was allowing one of the threads about autism to be uncensored and allowing a particular vulgarity in the usernames with even mods allowed to use it even in religions forums.
PS. Also Quora which I also want to block is pretty profane for a site that supposedly asks questions.
My casual female friend was baptized today. I was there for her like she was for me. I even got her a gift which you know what it is that she is thankful and is going to read and keep close to her.
I told my Thursday life group how thankful that we been together for two years and we have not left like other groups who stop attending. I made two of my female friends cry that they held back their tears.
Lately my groups have been flaking with no shows except me and the leaders or cancelling all together. I am getting tired of it. Only the old people older than me seem to be commented to bother to show at yoga at least up but it's frustrated that the younger people don't care to commit to groups anymore.
How can so many people think traveling in a tube in the sky is safer then in the ground in an automobile? Makes no sense people have warped minds. Even boats are escapable.
Why does Reddit allow profanities out of control? I say okay if it was not for search engines pulling in queries for results from Reddit. Even innocent search results like weight loss will pull in profane results from Reddit. Thank goodness I have my APF and an Android device with Kiwi Browser.
What's up with YouTube lately recommending videos from women like health, self confident and even yoga which would be fine if it did not have profane constant titles It's getting real annoying playing wack a mole not recommended banishing and thumbs down the videos.
I am now 249 pounds. I reached my goal.
I will never in my life go back to academics and step into an physical classroom in my lifetime due to the trauma of being ostracized. If I ever went back it'll be virtual only at the comfort of my home.
I'm believing in 1% odds and million 1 chances again.
I finally understand what a platonic friendship is. Not what those dumb women or a standard Google search gives you that makes it out to be which is almost borderline romantic. Just a standard mutual friendship which I have with my female friend.
I now can't sleep thinking how girls treated me 28 years ago by ignoring me in college, walking away, talking to others and giving me dirty looks.
I wish I would have listened to the right advice that when a woman approaches you for a conversation she is only being nice. Not pursuing anything romantic, platonic or otherwise.
Slowly telling everyone I trust I am autistic has been great as they all been saying that we love you, support you, welcome you, are not mad at you and won't leave you.
I'm off Tiktok what a cesspool. But I can't get off Instagram because I follow my church and yoga studio for necessity updates but it's still a rabbit hole of dispare otherwise.
Why do I always attract men who want to work out or sit next to me when clearly, I am so much into women? This is even in places where there supposed to be more female dominate. It really bothers me mentally.
I really do have a female friend who cares for me greatly. It was my black and white thinking that nearly ruined it. But she is so kind and understanding.
I had so many solo coffee hangs with a guy I lost count. I give up I will ever have one with a girl. No method I tried ever worked. Even when I did not even try.
I'm feeling better. Talking to my therapist helped. Messaging my friends helped. Going back to listening to good music and watching funny shows is getting me back enjoying instead of watching mostly AI drivin crap on that deleted app Tikrot. -
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