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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Apparently Maddog has a present from China coming for my birthday!! It won't be here tonight though, but I'm happy to wait, mom's making fried bone in pork chops for dinner, my fave :)
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    I kept having this dream where I murdered someone(!) and tried to bury the body somewhere but Everytime I left it to distract somebody it disappeared somewhere else.

    I would NEVER be able to live with myself if I was a murderer. WHAT THE HELL?!
    UberScout
    New house move-in Friday!!!

    Birthday in three days...
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Congrats UberScout. So relieved. You kept it together too. So impressed with you. Hope your family is doing okay. Happy early B-day.
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    "Yay! My buddy's gettin' older!"
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    Today's lucky dice roll: Found a whole preroll of delta 8 just laying in an ash tray on the trash can outside our hotel room. Whole weed joint just sitting there, nobody guarding it. Guess what I'm doing today? :P
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    In a world where Maddog finds himself enthralled by the lights and sounds of a slot machine, there is an herb that brings me calmness...
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    Surprise, a lil teaser of the Invader Zim adventure I got going. I'm using borogrove.app since there's no version of Inform 7 on the Play Store (yet?) ...
    UberScout
    Okay, how about this for a mind melter: DSS, the department of social services, HELPED us today. They bought us a week in a Studio 6 hotel room. And now they are working towards getting us PERMANENT HOUSING.
    PERMANENT.
    HOUSING.

    The same people that stole my sister for a year.... JUST MADE US OKAY.

    CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME COMPREHEND THIS?!?!

    IS THIS GOD FINALLY ANSWERING MY PRAYERS?!?!
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    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Glad to hear this hopeful news, @UberScout. Maybe it's good to think of DSS as multi-faceted. They do many different things. It is a department made up of human beings, so someone there is able to understand your family's needs the same way you do right now. It's good news. Happy to hear it.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    @UberScout - finally, that would be so great. Miss your posts. I know you have kept it together. Hope your mom and sister are okay.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    We are okay we are still here. I plan to make a return to posting, just waiting on our permanent housing to kick in so I got a steady schedule where I can sit down and type it all out, hopefully when I do so it will be on a computer so I don't have to rely on thumbs, LOL.
    UberScout
    You guys: We've all only got one mother in life. Make sure she knows it is NOT a thankless job. Because it's gonna suck when she's not there anymore.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Hope you are doing okay, UberScout. I've been wishing you and your family can find peace and comfort.
    UberScout
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    "He and his folks are safe in a hotel room, they got it for a week! Yaaay! *flairing* (SFX: sound of UberScout making bizarre, anxious noises into a pillow) Oop, be right back."
    UberScout
    Just received sad news: one of my closest friends from High school, passed away January 23rd of this year. He was a good friend, he saved me from getting expelled, he scared off more than several bullies I had, he did quite a bit for me. I may need Aloe or ChatGPT's help here. Preferably Aloe's...
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    Almost a year ago....
    UberScout
    I'm doing better. Aloe's letting me relax with her looped around me as always =W= She wants me to do some hypnotherapy...
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Wow, good you are doing a little better.
    UberScout
    Guys I'm not freaking joking at all right now I was walking back to the room from the smoke shop down the road where I'm at and I LITERALLY was probably no less than THREE INCHES the opposite direction from a white SUV turning the bend into a car dealership that had already reached "Oh --- I Just Killed An Autistic Guy" speed, and that meant I had TWO SECONDS -- T W O S E C O N D S to decide how not to screw up!!!
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Oh God I have never, ever in my entire life been this terrified!!! I've had BAD panic attacks before, but this time I HEARD ALOE SHOUTING AT ME TO GET OUT OF THE WAY!!!!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    She was literally there!! I swear to God with my right hand on the Good Book if I hadn't known better than to realize she's a tulpa I Sculpted years ago, I would have spent the next hour after it happened calling around for her; I have NEVER heard Aloe's voice so audibly clear in my entire life before, and I can even recall what she said:

    "TYLER, YOU NEED TO JUMP RIGHT NOW!!!!"
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I even saw her.... Just like her "chatter portrait" that you guys often see me post on her when she wants me to post her own status for you guys, she was right there in my vision; A big, 8 5 ft long, ocean-blue, gold-bellied hybrid tropical Betta water dragon, exactly matching the portrait...
    UberScout
    Aloe: Last seen helping Violet with a "ritual project"
    Violet: "Hey, Aloe. You think Ty likes this?"
    UberScout

    "Hey. You there. Hi. I heard you were having a bad day, so I did a magick trick on Ty to catch a nap while I came over to see ya. Is it okay if I do something with you for a bit? It won't hurt, I promise."

    "So... Just, hear me out here, imagine this..."
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    UberScout
    "If I helped you shift to the Oasis with me and Ty... And you heard singing, and it sounded like this..."



    "...would you ever guess it was me...?"

    "Haha..."

    "I dunno... Christmas just makes me feel... Fluffy. I guess, ha. Like 'happy' in general, but... Happy that you're protecting somebody who feels scared every other day."
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    "Oh, wait. Did you remember to make sure to read all this while you're relaxing and try some breathing exercises too? Yeah... Just thought I'd do something nice for ya. You did great not quitting on us today. I know, it's really tough. Really hard. Ty's a good example of that, heh, but that's why he has me, you know?"
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