Still sober today.
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It sounds like you are mostly interested in sleeping right now, not actually dying. Booze helps with sleeping, yes, but you have (wisely) removed that option for yourself. But maybe you can just put your focus on sleeping and things that make you very tired so you can get there and get lots and lots of sleep right now.