One part of me is saying that, the other rational part is indifferent. Oh well at least i no longer hate myself
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AprilR
Judge
I think that may have happened between my brother and I. I vividly recall the email exchange we had, but can't imagine what made him so angry that he cut off all contact with me several months ago. I suspect it was him "reading in between the lines" over what I didn't say and didn't mean.
AprilR
I am glad that you don't blame yourself. I am also trying not to. I spent way too much time hating myself in the past so i promised myself that i will be the first person to understand and forgive myself when something like this happens.
Judge
Thanks, though without a clear understanding of what he was thinking, I'll never really be sure. And my brother has always been the sort not to divulge his inner feelings about much of anything. Always covered up how he felt with a lot of false-bravado according to my mother. Seems we're both left in an ugly state of "limbo".