Back at the gym now. It feels good seeing things back to normal again. Got scared this week. Even got good sleep last night.
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Tony Ramirez
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I did get wished a happy birthday by all the yoga students today even the nice attractive woman next to me. I said thank you to her.
Tunnel vision kicking in again woman I wanted to talk to in yoga finally talked to me. Was going good until she mentions a husband yet again falls into the 95% taken woman. I was still polite and talked to her but yet again all woman have boyfriends or husbands.
I am now 46 and still single.
I just weight myself now I am 305 pounds. No thanks to the stupid face masks that I could not go to the gym. What a unhappy birthday this is.
Just google "all woman have boyfriends". I am not alone.
People who wear face masks get loving relationships, while I refuse to wear them. I get loneliness, phobia's and rejections. Makes no sense.
If I have to hear one more time a woman I am interested that she mentions having a boyfriend in a general conversation I might just say something nasty to her. I am sick of hearing that annoying word.
Because of my Maskaphobia and my fear of being lonely creeping up again my insomnia is now back and I am having trouble getting to sleep.
Just insulted my father when he told me if I wore mask out tonight. I barely survived tonight.
Every new woman I meet has a boyfriend or husband. Really no kidding.
A lot of people are wearing masks out today and it's annoying. I am at the tipping point.
Everytime I talk to a woman I am interested in eventually she mentions a husband or a boyfriend even though if she is married she is not wearing a ring. Then I feel like listening to Drone Zone all day.
I weight myself this morning. I gained two pounds. I am now 302. I can't believe it. All the intense yoga workout and the gym for nothing. I will not reach my goal of under 300 by this Friday. I am not pleased.
I am handling it much better but it's still difficult to see couples on the sidewalks and at the park outside.
At the park. No other place to go today.
Lost another pound this week. I am down to 300.6 pounds.
Finally I was able to get compliments from people besides my family who knew me today the last few days no one outside knew me. At church they liked my self done hair cut.
I'm handling not doing yoga for four days fine this time, unlike last time they were closed.
I gave myself a haircut.
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