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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Maddog is drinking, my mother is crying at it, morale is once again compromised. Day 2 of 3. All i have to do is hang in there.
    tree
    tree
    Offing yourself is not exactly the most imaginative solution. And a scheduled suicide is not 'hanging in there.'
    UberScout
    Either I've officially gone crazy or I've somehow learned how to subconsciously transmute negativity into positivity...!
    tree
    tree
    Attaining skill at maintaining equilibrium doesn't mean craziness at all.
    Luca
    Luca
    I’ve been working on it too, Uberscout! Definitely not crazy! :) I’m so happy you’re finding some positivity :)
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    That's called sanity and keeping an even keel. Glad to hear it.
    UberScout
    It is the strangest thing, but i seem to have woken up feeling no negative emotions at all...
    Luca
    Luca
    That’s great news! I hope you have a better day! :)
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    That's what I've been told is a normal way to wake up. Try keeping that trend going! It feels great!
    UberScout
    Once again my body is feeling empty and hollow, and this time, it's actually painful... Pain... Nothing but....hurting...
    UberScout
    I am now %100 certain that I will truly never be happy in life. I am now back where I started last night with my critical depression.
    UberScout
    That's it. I'm now officially done. That was all the sign I needed to let me know my life is never going to change for the better.
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    S-somebody take this horrible feeling out of me... Please...
    Luca
    Luca
    You can message me if you need to talk about it… other than that I think you need to tell someone who can do something to help you in person.
    tree
    tree
    I think for change to occur, there'd have to be some changes.....
    UberScout
    Just when I thought I would finally find contentment again, Maddog pawns every electronic in the house... FOR CIGARETTE MONEY. C
    tree
    tree
    Why does that come as a surprise?
    UberScout
    the trance ends, so if i don't respond right away. You know why. Goodnight for three hours!
    UberScout
    State of mind right now. I'll be fine. I have my weight blanket wrapped around me and I don't want to move. I may fall asleep when
    UberScout
    Hi friends, I spent some time on a site called DreamyChat, and a friend placed me under a simple trance. I am okay, just in an altered
    UberScout
    She was just a drawing of a betta fish spirit who shapeshifts into a sea dragon to provide comfort... And somehow, in-between the veil...
    UberScout
    Aloe helped me realize I'm not done here. I realize now. The warmth I felt in bed earlier, it was her, somehow. Something i created...
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