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Well... I'd better go ahead and get started, preparing my way off this evil, unforgiving, cruel hateful planet.
buried at sea, at the beach I used to visit as a child, and for any money I have left from my check to go to my mother and little sister.
Peaceful. And i'll make sure to record a final video on my YouTube channel, saying my goodbyes and thanks, and my requests to be
Don't worry guys. When those three days come, I won't go out feeling any pain or suffering. I'll make sure my suicide is painless and
telling me that such is the case...
It could indeed be possible that my birth was entirely accidental, a cosmic fluke, and my endless loop of suffering could be God's way of
But... That's just not who I am, I guess. Maybe UberScout was never meant to be a strong person, or a brave person.
I'm sorry about this, everyone. I know i should have been stronger than this, I should have been braver...
Whatever the case may be, at the very least I won't feel any form of pain or suffering.
Maybe there isn't an afterlife at all, and when somebody on Earth dies, their spirit just wanders around...
Or at the very least, is able to cope with it in a much stronger way than UberScout is...was able to.
Or, by some 0.1% off chance that reincarnation really IS real... I want to come back as somebody who is not autistic... Or at the very least
as i pass through whatever afterlife is most real that God has laid out for me. Whether it is Heaven, or Hell for committing suicide...
Before three days is up... I want you all to know how much i appreciate all of you, you are all my best friends and will continue to be
I have decided to give half of my worldly possessions to my little sister Sophia and the other half to my mother....
I will be making an officially serious attempt to commit suicide. I have a plan this time, and I have thought very carefully about it...
There is no purpose in living a life that only amounts to despair. So, in three days, I will be making an officially serious attempt...
It very seriously is starting to look like that's how God wants my life to be; just an endless, purposeless anthology of despair.
In this life. Maybe God just chose for me to suffer throughout my entire life. It really is starting to loom that way. It very
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