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Recent content by TouhouFan28

  1. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    I have autism. I always thought that the lack of empathy was a symptom of it. Which is why I made the post. I guess it was just a stereotype. I'm sorry that someone drove you to that extreme. I hope you never meet anyone like me.
  2. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    You're right. Idk I always thought it was a trait of my autism. Probably why when I brought it up to my other autistic fellas they gave me the same reaction LOL.
  3. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    Nope. My parents raised me well, I grew up privileged and without any shortcomings
  4. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    Kinda expected this response. I don't know what reaction you want out of me
  5. TouhouFan28

    Favorite Poems

    My favorite poem is something my friend told me. Little thing: I cry, weep and sigh. Yet the effect is benign Babies do it all the time And for them, people care when they whine!
  6. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    right, because it's my destiny to be held in prison for my uncontrolled empathetic absence instead of getting treatment
  7. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    huh? Why? I'm in North America
  8. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    They're the same to me. I don't feel love, only attachment.
  9. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    Sigh, I just never thought Sadism would be a reason to go to therapy. Well, time to go!
  10. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    Idk, I js can't sustain relationships and friendships this way.
  11. TouhouFan28

    Exhaustion

    Yeah, this has been a problem for me too. I think it's called executive dysfunction. Like when something is due, my brain is like: "DO IT! DO IT! YOU HAVE TO DO IT!" And my body just refuses to move. I sometimes do that when i'm hungry too With the memory thing, I relate to that very well. I...
  12. TouhouFan28

    Friends and connections

    Yep relate to this pretty well. The only people I unmask with are online. I'm fine with that. I often times forget neurodivergent people are a minority LMAO! There's so many of us online.
  13. TouhouFan28

    Sadism: help please!

    TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions abuse, suicide, self-harm, unpleasant topics and TMI. TLDR: I did horrible stuff in my childhood and past. This includes childhood friends, exes, and animals. Crying activates the same part of my brain as seeing something cute. I don't feel guilt, I don't feel grief. I...
  14. TouhouFan28

    Hello!

    I js realized ur pfp is gockicha the cockroach girl. I was like: "wait thats so familiar, what is it again?" and then I remembered that old manga I pirated online felt like a fever dream.
  15. TouhouFan28

    Sound Sensitivities

    Anyone else have like a specific sound that makes them physically react? For me it's the rubbing of plastic water bottles against eachother and the squishing/crunching of Styrofoam. It sends like sharp tingles all around my body and I physically recoil at it. Unfortunately it makes me really...
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