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Recent content by mellowriot

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    Learning how to text !!

    Man, super hard for me, sometimes I'm lucky and I can kind of catch on to things. But I mostly use templates of comments which have worked for me in the past: she said A, experience tells me to say B. Unless its a topic I like, then yeah, I can ramble naturally, debate endlessly, get a feel for...
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    Understanding/Being aware of facial expressions?

    ^^^^^^^ This !
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    Understanding/Being aware of facial expressions?

    Usually people say I look like Blake Anderson
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    Understanding/Being aware of facial expressions?

    ^^^^^^^^^^ Not at all.. heres a link to another forum I have open on the site Learning how to text !! My days are long and lonely and painful. I gave up on love, now I'm just hoping to hook up with anyone, and well, that isn't working out either
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    Learning how to text !!

    in which case, I wish she would've told me. I have a second car, but its a true pos, just for getting to work when the other one is acting up or whatever. It's a last resort, and I was waiting for her to say she didn't have a car for me to use the other one.
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    Learning how to text !!

    the only thing I could think of is that she doesn't have a car...?
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    Learning how to text !!

    Well, close, but, nothing. I just can't win. I just don't get it.
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    Understanding/Being aware of facial expressions?

    Reading this was genuinely a moment of learning. Bravo.
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    Understanding/Being aware of facial expressions?

    This is a very wonderful place! This is the first time I have ever felt comfortable enough to ask if I had a creepy gaze.
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    Learning how to text !!

    thanks! Meeting people online is new to me too. I'm kind of forced to; I go to school in the morning and work in the evening. This is currently a very lonely period of my life. I haven't even had a drink with friends in months!
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    Understanding/Being aware of facial expressions?

    So, all through out my life I've been told I have a very haunting gaze, that I look like a serial killer, like I have no soul, etc. I didn't mind it much, but recently my son told me that my eyes freaked him out. I am never aware of "the look", and I hate that I even have to have an...
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    Learning how to text !!

    I just know, I can't function when I feel lonely. I feed off of the energy I get when someone talks to me.
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    Learning how to text !!

    The poetry was actually how we connected.. it also gave me excuses for opening lines. I think its the whole talking too much which screws me over.. Yeah.. I've noticed since then :/ Wish there was a solid, hard, and fast set of rules which governed all of communication. But from what I...
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    Learning how to text !!

    that girl has since then gone completely silent on me. I have since meet two other girls online. I have made plans to hook up with both of them, which is the easy part. The hard part is shutting the fvck up until the day comes. Girl A hasn't talked to me for 3 days. We had plans, but during a...
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    Brain ever "turn off"?

    Hey guys, sorry for being so vague. My post is reminiscent of the times I've tried to write things down while I was high, then reading my material & realizing it was all junk. Either way, I'm glad I wrote it even though it wasn't so insightful. I've tried my best to track this thing down, and...
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