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Recent content by Kayla55

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    Humor In The Tough Times

    Nice, what horse do you have? How beautiful, my mom's had horses on farm when we were young, she had this white horse and mine was brown mare, when colt was born he was a chestnut. But really cute but not my choice of horse, I always found white horses kind of timid, mostly ponnies. Despite...
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    Afraid of treatment

    NT can be fun, it's just at times the way phrase questions or make statements, unnerving. De-sensitising is actually like becoming numb or suppressing asd emotions and can leave experience with less intensity, sort of boring. Maybe just stick to dating our own kind, or get over it, try be...
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    Afraid of treatment

    Ye, I'm I think I realised not to raise my voice and long considerations Sometimes moving on helps, learning to experience life and be happy, again. Not use asd as crutch for therapy bills, but getting a job, being out and creating social circles that are productive and vital in ones being.
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    I FINALLY FIGURED OUT MY PROBLEM

    Ha ha, there are NT people who so low IQ they barely implement a textbook without textbook answer, but yes many hurdles to overcome with aud-hd Take small steps each day to get even part time job, get exposure to life and people. Dust yourself off and try again!??
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    Afraid of treatment

    I found some nice friends but later on in life, when I learnt to open up. Found myself dealing with issues in life and by time I got to weekly therapy I just sat there with not much to say, maybe ADHD and in moment it's intense. Found nice friends and books more helpful, honestly. Don't expect...
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    Afraid of treatment

    I found hospital was traumatic, I flipped out so badly and I laugh at other patients there who had to answer psychologists questions and calm down. It can be easy to get so wrapped up in event and overeact. I'm thinking of applying for office work again, enjoy being busy on a project. I've never...
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    What was the last thing you cooked?

    For my son's birthday when they were small I made a dip from goat's milk cheese, which the guest said not much as I hadn't bought packaged but I felt harmeish, felt odd, but I wanted dip and I suppose I try make food for allergies nice n tasty, avoid feeling odd. I like chicken so we cook that...
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    "Super Cell" storms

    Hey dude, Hear you, we've had quite a few storms as well, makes me bit nervous as live by the coast.
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    I dont think im human

    Still get overwhelmed by having too many people in my personal space, want to run away to new world where I feel free....distopia. Found myself listening to words of sanitarium, metallica and realising what rage in me was and still is about.
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    I dont think im human

    I think Buddha and islam share a prophet only as a spiritual sense for discipline and living for higher purpose than carnal pleasures however the implementation of both religions was pointed out to me to be very diverse, not accepting henna painting or yoga, but exercise is good. In my case my...
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    I dont think im human

    Odd, when you mixed it's like you're even more confused because perhaps have more than one blood type in your veins, and switch between one culture n another until at times I feel like going insane....suppose leaning to culture most identify with, helps a bit. I suppose everyone now-a-days is a...
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    What was the last thing you cooked?

    Steering far from kaas-wors, aside that butcher made it tad to salty. Ended up having bacon skewers with cherries until I fast-lined kitchen Nx boys back to a la kosher and seriously still strict on additives and gluten. Miss not having brut-wurst on to with tangy mustard n ketchup, but sausages...
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    Scholars

    I suppose we all focus on aspects of teachers accordingly with what is relevant to our lives. As a woman I found that aspect of harem was not to have husband with evil agenda that created 666 devil children spawn or listed for evil power but instead was find a man that was pleasing in Allah...
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    What was the last thing you cooked?

    I threw out horrible yellow telma chicken stock, triggering allergies. So I made what I call magooga soup, it's spinach stems, potatoes, red azuki beans with anti-oxidants like garlic, loads fresh tumeric, onions, bit of chicken. Put it in food processor for children's...... I think should open...
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