Oh, how I would love it if we all looked at eachother with the greatest compassion and understanding. We would help eachother instead of trying to win
One kind word, one smile, one gesture that made everything better. That's the vibe I hope that we'd all give to eachother
But I am no better, I try being nice to people, always. But I'm introverted and I don't really get people. I don't know how to be around others, I'm surprised when people make jokes in a good way around me, I simply don't understand that they like me?
I never feel really close to someone, having that feeling all the time makes me feel like I really want to feel close and it might even make me the coziest person to be around, familywise. Experiencing love and having someone in my life who understands me has really helped me a lot
But I am lost, lost in how people talk about eachother sometimes. I don't want to do that, I don't want to have conversations about the weather or cookies or everyday talk. I want to go deeper, into art or history..
the way the light hits the walls when it comes through the window
The way the stars shine
The way we are all connected
To others, other than my family
I must be SUCH a big mystery
