Just tired of dealing with all this Life stuff right now. Solo mum of five was always going to be hard, but being on the spectrum makes it harder to negotiate - especially any relationship issues between my kids, their friends, teachers and each other. Add in that two are diagnosed as severe aspies, two others are undiagnosed but clearly on the spectrum, and we have a very exhausting environment to cope with. And I'm tired of doing it all. And learning how to cope with my OWN life, let alone shepherding the kids along paths I struggle with myself.
I have so much to be grateful for. I know this. And I need to ask and let others support me more often before I burn out, which seems to be close to happening regularly.
But tonight I'm just tired, and tomorrow I will get up and do it all again no matter what.
I have so much to be grateful for. I know this. And I need to ask and let others support me more often before I burn out, which seems to be close to happening regularly.
But tonight I'm just tired, and tomorrow I will get up and do it all again no matter what.