I don't do suicide or drugs anymore. So no need for concern.
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Rogue Princess
Rogue Princess
I'm just so dumb, so useless... I'm nothing to no one
Rogue Princess
I just wish I had someone to hold me 
nobody wants special needs girl
nobody wants special needs girl
Rogue Princess
Ordered some anaesthesia to gas myself (not lethal) I don't want to wait 2-3 days :-(
Rodafina
Really? This sounds extremely dangerous.
Rogue Princess
It's like chloroform pretty much. I was having intrusive thoughts about getting MDMA or methamphetamine off my ex boyfriends friend. I don't like breaking laws or supporting gangs/crime so just needed to get some alternative... Stopped the intrusive thoughts anyway
tree
What stopped the intrusive thoughts?
Focusing on ordering something?
Or getting it and using it?
Focusing on ordering something?
Or getting it and using it?
Rogue Princess
I ordered it. I doubt I'll be in the same headspace or want to use it by the time it arrives. I kept finding myself going to text Mike and fighting myself off. Last thing I want is to scramble my brains for days with no sleep.
UberScout
HEY. No! You stop that right now, you beautiful human! Now listen here, you wonderfully creative walking mound of endlessly amazing talent, I know I am far from the best example of how to keep your chin up by miles over the hill and past the next ocean onward, but pulling the trigger on yourself, might not be the most glamourous thing to do, nor is it the correct solution.
UberScout
And I'm at that level of mindset almost every day by now, but that's because my problem is coming from a source that is capable of constantly changing how it behaves and does what it does near-instantly and off the top of its disgusting, greasy and pimple ridden head. And Aunty, let me tell you, I promise I am not joking, kidding or making it up when I say...
UberScout
....I haven't told anybody here at all for obvious reasons, but, one day early noon, my buddy Stick had come over, and brought me and Charles some really nice weed, he knew i could really use it, and I did. But he also had something he had left out, that very much mimicked the way weed/delta 8 smells, looks.... and even feels when it is smoked.
Do you know how I know this?
Do you know how I know this?