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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    So i realized that one thing i always found relaxing since i was a kid is how it feels to sleep next to the tower of an old 90s computer while it does something with the hard drive; when i visited my uncle as a little kid his old win98 computer sat in the living room where we slept with the fan on low, and i would listen to the computer do its little hum while the cpu groaned and crackled with idle tasks.
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    Mom drained the infection somewhat, it HURT like CRAZY!! WORST pain i have felt in my life and i've had an abscess in my tooth at 3, been sun-bleached and have had MRSA. One thing scared us: it had an odor, that LINGERED for a minute after mom disposed of the infected sebum...
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    Update on the boil: the drawing salve didn't just work overnight, it drained it halfway and brought it fully to a head! Still hurts like a b-word though. Mom just put some more drawing salve on it and covered with gauze, tape and a shower shield. Should be ready to drain soon!
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    I had a boil once when I was a kid, I can still remember the stink when Mum popped it. :(
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    Heads up yall, got a huuuuuge cyst on my back and it just feels *absolutely wonderful* /s LOL i'm about to have my own Rogu I guess lul (watch American Dad for the reference) VERY painful getting my mother to look at and treat it but she understands my struggle dealing with that kind of pain. She gave me some lidocaine cream and put some drawing salve over it, it is covered with a gauze pad and held down with medical
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    My magick is getting better and better every day. Don't know how I got this amazing gift but I'm not questioning it. I just need to remember to use it for good.
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    AUUUUUAAAAH WHAT HAPPENED TO THE STATUS FEED
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    I don't know.
    What did?
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    Was getting a 503 bad gateway error yesterday, came back this morning to see the status feed had been reset. Honestly it really just caught me by surprise a little.
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    I suppose it's only righteous and fair that I'm left here to just stew in perpetual anxiety. The kind of reputation I have isn't something God would allow into heaven. I'm much better off limping my way through life. I'd rather die under my weighted blanket than live to see my family turn on each other like a pack of savage starving wolves.
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    I'm certain god will allow you into heaven, fwiw
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    Oh god. Sister's gotta go to the doctor today and for some reason i can't get an answer whether something's wrong or it's just a checkup. And of course there's terrible anxiety with it...
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    There was no point. I wouldn't have gotten a straight answer, either that or just one that would have left me in anxiety.
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    Neither of those alternatives sound satisfactory.
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    Well, half the time if I try the calm approach I still get barked at sometimes punished. Like I said, how awful it is of me to have any bit of empathy for what my family goes through: I've told them I never asked to be like this and it's not like I could; I just woke up one day and realized what kind of person I am. Why I'm an empath in the first place.
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    MADDOG SURPRISED ME WITH DELTA 8 I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS DAY ACTUALLY TURNED OUT GOOD AND I CHECK 172 TIMES TO MAKE SURE I'M NOT DREAMING AND I AM NOT
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    Update: Along came Gladdog with a basket of goods! Thanks to Maddog having a good day for once, i got some assistance with my intense anxiety! Hey, quick question, is anybody else seeing C++ code in every object they look at? I mean i'm okay i'm used to feeling this focused but i'm pretty sure i just mentally hacked our microwave to make food colder now.
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    Feeling better..... I'm beginning to notice something about my PK. It seems to be strongest and seems to start working during moments of intense emotions or even intensive thoughts. Even if i'm not focusing or thinking about doing it it still happens... Yeah, there's no way i can doubt or second guess now, i'm pretty sure i was some kind of jedi or something in a past life.
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