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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Aloe: Last seen wrapped around me, putting me to sleep and playing a CD on a crystalline CD player that contains an audio file with Celeste the dolphin's voice talking me through the basics of electronics and circuitry, and the math involved
    UberScout
    So, completely out of nowhere, I somehow managed to wake up this morning at 3 AM already in an intense state of flow, so intense that I felt as though my entire being was powered purely by math. I listened to some binaural beats with headphones on last night and fell asleep to a tone for productivity & intelligence... all of my notebooks are full of nothing but math equations and circuit schematic ideas. Help me.
    tree
    You announced that he'd locked you out of the house.
    You didn't say how long that lasted.
    How long did that last?
    UberScout
    So, Attack on Maddog is still happening, as of 1:30 AM right now, where we live, he is now asleep and thank god he is. So, as I obviously had a vision of all this happening at once as per uze for me >_> but you guys want to know why I am still smacking my forehead after everyone went to bed tonight?


    My anti-psycho and depression meds were still full, and they were in my wicker chest of drawers this whole time.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Honestly for real though I am so mad at myself that I let that happen but on the bright side is, there they are, and now I can start not being depressed. Sorry I've been flooding the status wall with the ol' blue cat blues I been working through but that's also why I saved up a secret stash of delta 8 that Maddog won't know about... Hehehe :P
    UberScout
    UberScout
    ....Hey guys?

    Yeah, so Francine kinda looks like Susan St. James, a little.
    UberScout
    #DownWithMaddog #ReparationsForUberScout #MaddogIsABaddog #SeeHowHeLikesIt #TurnTheTables #MaddogShallNeverBarkAgain
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Save these to a notepad file. You guys know how to use them.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Lol
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Are you back inside? Take your phone with you always, so he can't lock you anywhere again.
    UberScout
    Sat in the chair on the front porch just a few minutes ago to get some fresh air and try to clear my head after the three ring circus act that went down yesterday. Maddog came out to pick up some junk mail and even though the garbage can was right there next to him, and he clearly had no issues throwing it away he made me do it instead and then locked me out. That man is no longer my father.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Can't believe this. Are you okay right now? You can go to police station and tell them you were locked out, and nothing more? Take your phone with you if you go out even to the garbage. At least you can call 911. Say MadDog passed out. And you can't get in house.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Let us know how you are doing. It's not you.
    UberScout
    Feeling better today, Maddog manged to calm himself fron last night, and he apologized about yesterday, and we made up. Played a few turns of civ 5 with him and ended up showing him a useful policy to assign to one of his cities

    In other Somewhat Useless News: "Where Is Howard" ARG gets its first clue, video coming soon to YouTube.
    UberScout
    MirrorEdgy!UberScout has been put back to bed finally :) Smoke shop still didn't have another shipment of flower in but they did have shake and mom got it for only $5! God I love when my dice explode!! (That means a d6 landed a 6 on the first roll and chained up another one. Source: Savage Worlds rulebook)
    UberScout
    Ow my legs ow my knees ow my back ow me arse
    UberScout
    WHY IS IT NOT OKAY FOR ME TO KILL MYSELF. WHY DOES GOD PUNISH PEOPLE FOR ESCAPING THEIR HORRIBLE LIVES!! I HAVE NOTHING GOOD OR HAPPY TO SAY ABOUT MY LIFE. NOTHING. IT HAS BEEN 26 YEARS OF DISASTER AND I DO NOT WANT A 27TH.
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry to hear this. I hope you can get out of that toxic environment for awhile. I wish you could get a little shed in the backyard. Hook up electricity, little desk/bed. Freedom
    Aspychata
    Aspychata

    This one is 5000 dollars. But the guy says he has seen smaller sheds converted into living space.This is from home depo. I think they might deliver something. Then you could get a electrician to run two outlets out. Run lights off of solar panel on roof. Recycling toilet. You have your own quiet space.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Aspychata That's very thoughtful of you! But I'm afraid that wouldn't be possible, unfortunately. Let's just say we might be afloat but we still gotta keep our sock drawers cleaned out, if that makes any sense.
    UberScout
    Oof... I need a break.
    tree
    tree
    From what?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Just everything my friends are always coming and going and coming and going again and there's this one girl staying with us my mother has had to scold twice now about me and my sister then just me being out of balance it's just been a crapfest. Bout to eat this other gummy i saved lol
    UberScout
    I like to think of some parts of life as one of those newer adventure games that Telltale Games have been making; there's parts where you need to carefully think about what you want to say to someone, or whether to say nothing at all (dialogue scenes?) and times where you have to think on your feet and be quick about it (like the "quick-time" button minigames for some scenes).
    UberScout
    UberScout
    It's like this: A TWD game usually starts with a conversation and then three things to choose to say and a fourth '...' option, and then there's the "action" parts where you have to mash buttons/play the "chase the hotspot with the mouse" minigames etc....
    UberScout
    UberScout
    ...but the thing about this is, when you get your *mind's eye* to *open* all the way and you train it, you'll start seeing all these little prompts, PHYSICALLY, in front of you in your mind's eye. When it starts happening, remember the most important thing; it's a gift, NOT a curse.
    UberScout
    So annoyed tonight, having to wait way too long on too many things that don't take a long time to do. Waiting on spaghetti for dinner, I've gone downstairs six times now and I'm STILL seeing an unopened box of angel hair and vegetables. Lighter stopped working and I found a huge chunk of resin, it was two hours before I got another lighter. I think I need a minute with Aloe!!!
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    Why are you waiting for spaghetti, just throw it in a pot and boil it, it takes 10 minutes.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I can't cook.
    UberScout
    Eh, it's 4:37 Am and I'm getting high with bros, i got Savage worlds Walking Dead rp happening in my room, dice and all, i just said to myself " I ain't doin nothing else anyway" and just took my adderall. I used to take it around this time going to school anyway, so I say it checks out.
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