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  • I'm having suicidal thoughts again. And i think tonight i may actually do something about it. I just hope it's painless.
    tree
    tree
    You're angry and disappointed with someone again.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I hope my family forgives me for this...
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    How will you finish your project if you're dead.

    Also, this is just a hunch, but I think you'd be happier out of that house and away from the people there. And you can do that while alive, which is easier than dead and better for the health.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    I call them 'compensators.'
    Hope the fad goes out of style.
    oregano
    oregano
    In California the trend seems to be a "full hydraulic" car, one where the suspension has an elaborate hydraulic lifting system so the car can raise and lower with the flick of a switch mounted inside the cabin. This is especially popular in the "hyphy" urban subculture in the cities along the east shore of San Francisco Bay-Oakland, Richmond, Vallejo.
    oregano
    oregano
    Hydraulic cars aren't too popular inland, though, although Sacramento is sometimes considered an honorary member of the hyphy culture.
    Mom surprised me with some Delta 8 today, so I decided to listen to Blooftube after she brought the computer back.
    The legends speak of a Grand Master who spends his time commanding blocks known as "tetriminoes", who dwells upon a blue journal...
    I found out I'm a Tetris grand master last night! I can play Marathon on speed 7 with over 317 APM!!
    I think I should stop stalling and get started on my ARG. I know what I want it to be: a message to the masses about autism.
    Skittlebisquit
    Skittlebisquit
    I knew it! Advocacy! Action born of empathy, activism of the heartsong.
    Thanksgiving went okay. Only disaster that hppened was the downstairs bathroom leaked after i took a shower...
    I met somebody last night! She was so friendly and understanding, I've never met a girl who was like this before, not even Savanna!
    Maddog wants to take me with him to a friend's house to have dinner and poker. Sounds fun... Heh... I-I guess I could check it out...
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    I haven't played poker in forever! Bonus points if they have beer!
    I'm sorry. I can't cope with this incarnation anymore. I've tried too many times and it's just never going to happen. I'm done for good.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    News flash buddy--this is the only 'incarnation' we get.
    What you need is a nice change of scenery. I was about to let myself finish starving a few months ago--didn't care if I lived or died. Now I moved & life is fine. Get out of that house.
    tree
    tree
    This is a recurrent feeling you have @UberScout. You talk about how horrid conditions are, relationship within family. This alternates with how marvelous relationship in family is, the wonders that momentarily make up for how crap it also is.
    Skittlebisquit
    Skittlebisquit
    I know special magic to help, watch this delightful film called "chocolat"
    Hang in there homeboy, the world is a bright and beautiful place full of happy, healthy, joyous, generous people, who are all actively trying to make a world that works for everyone.
    @Gerontius Sorry, you misplaced your *toaster* and it turned up on your BOOKSHELF? I--.. See, THAT right there. THAT is what I mean!
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    LOL I think what happens is we pick up odd items & walk around with them as a sort of comfort object or "fidget box" -- And that's how I lost a whole toaster, and how Tree probably lost her favorite hairbrush
    tree
    tree
    The hairbrush had been in plain sight when I put it down, months ago, on the cushion that the cats like to sleep on, on the ironing board. During the summer I got a lot of work done on some quilt pieces and stacked boxes of them up, on the ironing board. Now that it's time for having fire in woodstove, the cats wanted to get on their cushion again, so I started moving things off it........
    I. AM SO. TIRED. OF RANDOM. OBJECTS. IN. MY HOUSE. GOING. MISSING. AND NOT. BEING ABLE. TO FIND THEM.
    tree
    tree
    It's a bad feeling, as far as I'm concerned. That feeling of being out of control. Yesterday I found my good hairbrush that's been missing for months.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    I sympathize completely; I misplaced the toaster the other day and it turned up on the bookcase. Good luck finding what you are missing.
    Blooftube has an induction that introduced me to a new "sensory friend" like I made with Aloe :)
    Been listening to Blooftube to enjoy music better. (She has a hypnosis induction that intensifies music.)
    Mm...na...nat...natto... Watashi wa.... Ima wa denki-- ah, what? Was I speaking Japanese...?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Heh, I wish i was fluent. i'm a *little* conversational, i know numbers and dates, I'm still learning the rest of it.
    L
    Luca
    That’s awesome! I wish I was fluent in Portuguese and Spanish (my ethnic languages) but I don’t know too much since I live in the US and was adopted by white parents. I actually think I understand more Polish than Spanish, after being around my Polish best friend and his family.
    Is Japanese hard to learn?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Not really. You just gotta dedicate yourself to it.
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