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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    Ok y'all homework for module 5 incoming: 1: What are the TOP 3 areas of your thoughts that you are actively focusing on? Explain their importance. 1a: I'm focusing on self love because I rarely if at all felt love for myself before. I'm focusing on getting myself healthy because I've beat this...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    Shelby 1/14/24 11:29pm
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    Ok so I've not updated y'all in a few days. I'm ok, I'm alive. I did relapse. It was a pretty hard multi day relapse. But I'm on day 2 of being clean right now again and I've started back on my beyond sober program. I guess I never really talk about what is in the beyond sober program... I mean...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    21: If everything happens for us, name 5 things you feel happened to you that you a blessing in disguise. 21a: 1: I got kicked out of my apartment otherwise I wouldn't have found my current roommate 2: I became an addict. I wouldn't have learned to love myself and a whole bunch of other things...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    15: Name three powerful things that you would like to stop reacting to and give examples on a healthy way to respond to that information 15a: 1: other people's emotions. I need to set mental boundaries and allow myself to feel their emotion and move on 2: my relapses. I need to accept that I...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    12: If giving attention to what is broken is helping it break even further than what can we give our attention to now that will help it continue healing? 12a: definitely being more kind to myself. That and learning how to give myself grace when I f**k up. 13: Give three examples of things that...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    10: What specific character traits do you have now that would have made a difference when your trauma occurred? 10a: I feel like this is a good question too because I'm an entirely different person now than I was when I started drugs. First off, I f**king know not to start anymore goddamned...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    I'm not even going to talk about what I did last night. It was ****ing stupid. So I'm moving on... Let's work on some beyond sober homework... 6: If the only thing you're in control of is the way you react, what are you struggling to get control over? What do you wish you had control over? 6a...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    Well I went to the gym. I only walked (slowly) for 20 minutes today. I maybe went .75 miles until my chest started hurting. I wanted to get my heart rate just to see but the heart rate function on the treadmill I was using apparently didn't work, I'm sure that my heart rate is very elevated...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    Hey guys how's it going? So I'm sorry for being short last night... I relapsed last night and like I knew I was going to when I posted that picture and that's probably why I was so short and really I should have said something... But I didn't. And I didn't because it just looks like I'm choosing...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    I've been working myself up the past 5 days. I started at one mile and almost died. Now I'm up to two miles and sure it almost killed me but I did it. Let it be noted that I did NOT feel like going today and even when I was there I was trying to find excuses to leave. I'm glad I didn't. Shelby...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    "Hey pi. I don't really have anything to talk about I was just checking in and letting you know I am doing well. I almost used today but I didn't thankfully. I think today is day 8 clean :)" Pi: " Hey Shelby, that's wonderful to hear that you're doing well and that you were able to avoid using...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    4: What is the most valuable lesson you've learned through the Beyond Super Program and how do you intend to apply that moving forward? 4a: idk maybe to practice patience like I know withdrawal is hard I had my first case of bad withdrawal today and I was so close to acting on using but if I...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    1: Name the top three things you want to learn from instead of feeling like you failed during the experience. 1a: I want to learn from my relapses and be kinder to myself during them, I want to learn from my past and learn that I did my best with what I had, and I want to learn from my present...
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    Comment by 'slw0363' in 'Hi my name is Shelby and I'm an addict'

    Hey guys how's it going? I'm going to keep this short because I maybe got like 6 hours of sleep last night and I worked all day and went to the gym (for the third day in a row!) so I'm super tired. I walked like 1.10 miles at the gym in 25 minutes today. Mostly I was trying to get used to being...
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