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    One thing is the same, no matter how many things I loved, can love and love more starting now, I...

    One thing is the same, no matter how many things I loved, can love and love more starting now, I hate this planet.
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    Projection has to be the most dangerous process in this world where everyone feels so much and...

    Projection has to be the most dangerous process in this world where everyone feels so much and make emotion based decisions without being conscious about it or having internalized they should brush things off if it’s not economically viable.
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    The more I spend time getting to understand people deeper and so much of what other people live...

    The more I spend time getting to understand people deeper and so much of what other people live they forget too. Especially people who have low self esteem or say they do nothing. Theres a big gap between feeling dissatisfied with your life and your life being boring or ruined
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    I think I forget for most of my life that I have done a load of things, they just aren’t good at...

    I think I forget for most of my life that I have done a load of things, they just aren’t good at making me money so I’ve been taught to not value them. But most of what I’ve experienced I’ve not shared with anyone else whether it was because I was alone and/or bc I never mentioned it to anyone...
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    Even with ADHD it’s wayyyy more stimulating and rewarding to finish movies, videos, etc. on a...

    Even with ADHD it’s wayyyy more stimulating and rewarding to finish movies, videos, etc. on a nearby TV, or on a mobile device connected to a speaker. My laptop is kinda inconvenient but watching things from my iPad is cozy and way more interesting than my phone. Plus, reading on public transit...
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    Dust Bunny anywhere near here. Also Wake Up Dead Man was amazinggngngnngng, legit the best...

    Dust Bunny anywhere near here. Also Wake Up Dead Man was amazinggngngnngng, legit the best Knives Out Mystery so far and the last/second one wasn’t even that great so I cannot wait what they have next
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    I watched Pulp Fiction for the first time and it was very fun. I’m sad he died. But he legit was...

    I watched Pulp Fiction for the first time and it was very fun. I’m sad he died. But he legit was an asshole. Hmmm, No Other Choice with Lee Byung-hun was amazing tho. Like now, I know I have to learn Korean soon to watch art like that but understand the cultural layer better. I cannot wait to...
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    I started painting again, but my other 20+ hobbies are still waiting as I decide to finish older...

    I started painting again, but my other 20+ hobbies are still waiting as I decide to finish older projects but get distracted by ideas of my newest direction
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    I’m manifesting for in the new year to come, people will say more words. Like when one...

    I’m manifesting for in the new year to come, people will say more words. Like when one communicates, everyone will say more details, more nuance, more history and hold more clarity than everything before because it’s a new forever state.
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    Music helps lifting your mood better on speakers (of any kind) than headphones. Lowkey...

    Music helps lifting your mood better on speakers (of any kind) than headphones. Lowkey, headphones are for when you want to feel a specific emotion alongside music or else nothing feels right on your queue…
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    You ever feel that even within the supposed “odd ones out,” you cannot be integrated with them...

    You ever feel that even within the supposed “odd ones out,” you cannot be integrated with them? Like people who are weird are somehow less weird than I? Somehow this forum reminds me of that. That feeling.
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    Been working on my “potential” more effectively since 2020/2021. Yet, I still fear weirded out...

    Been working on my “potential” more effectively since 2020/2021. Yet, I still fear weirded out by how things have changed. Like, I literally just started doing things and felt dissatisfied with how I was doing but I kept trying in other opportunities and it’s cumulated now? I wouldn’t say that I...
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    I’m procrastinating out of fear not habit. Like I’m so nervous and scared that I work on it but...

    I’m procrastinating out of fear not habit. Like I’m so nervous and scared that I work on it but not in a more serious way. I’m also working on a surrealist documentary but so far I have the draft of my idea. No scripts or tangible results. But I have the pieces in my hand so why do i want to cry...
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    I’m going to write a Psychology novel, a sci-fi sapphic romance novel and a semiautobiographical...

    I’m going to write a Psychology novel, a sci-fi sapphic romance novel and a semiautobiographical essay. Which is crazy and exciting and extremely exhausting to think about. I’ve been working on it for a while ofc, little more recently but I have feared actually sitting down to write chapters...
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    in the earlier moments after I wake up without fearing for any actions from my birth mother or...

    in the earlier moments after I wake up without fearing for any actions from my birth mother or half sister. I also really have felt the need to learn about my ancestry, I want to know if I have other ethnicities influencing me today. Which I would love tbh. If I was also Asian, Native...
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