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Recent content by ElvenNeko

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    Don't know how to deal with bad situation in life.

    It is really different for women. They are free to leave the country (disabled too, in theory, but often problems are caused), and if you are not sick and able to do any jobs it is not hard to settle up in another country. Obviously, nobody will want to have a trash like myself. p.s. I also...
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    Don't know how to deal with bad situation in life.

    Well, i tried for a bit more. Guitar, ukulele, keys (but that was mostly toying with keyboard emulator), and flute. The last one could lead somewhere but i don't have enough breath in my lungs post-op to blow with enough power and longivety. If i could, i would probably try a hurdy gurdy...
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    Don't know how to deal with bad situation in life.

    I tried to learn various instruments before, i do not know if the problem are with trembling hands, bad coordination, or something else, but i fail even the guides for starting things. And just in general, i can describe music with words, but can't really imagine the melody.
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    A two 30-minute games that i created.

    That is why i cannot move out - not without cats. Here are some photos.
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    4 music videos i made.

    Hello. Wanted to share music videos that i made for the contest (i lost it, so nobody will see them, maybe you would like to do that). I wrote the lyrics and scripts, but the audio and visual components are generated with AI. Just warning because some people don't like that. There is also some...
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    A two 30-minute games that i created.

    I am. I geniunly hardly see others in any english-language segments of the internet, and find it quite weird, since a lot of people here know english. I always felt like my country is cut off in it's own bubble, but once i found a yt channel of ukrainian man living in China with chinese wife...
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    Don't know how to deal with bad situation in life.

    I wrote a story for the game based on my experiences. It is not about me, the character and his life story are made-up, but they are still based on what i seed and experience. I don't write books, only stories for games and lyrics for songs. Other writing is not for me. I already told about...
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    A two 30-minute games that i created.

    Hello. The last year i created two small games. They will probably be the last that i am going to make. Maybe someone here will be interested. Breadwalk, a an adventure\walksim based on the war in my country - Breadwalk by ElvenNeko Evil Residence, a parody on first RE and survival horror...
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    Don't know how to deal with bad situation in life.

    I was posting my introduction here long time ago: https://www.autismforums.com/threads/dont-know-what-to-do-with-my-life.37957/ I could not really find the answers i was looking for back then, and i doubt that they even exist. But still, after all the time passed i still unable to do any kind...
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    Do you feel like all your passions are too niche?

    I do. But the problem is that today most of the communities are super small, meaning - there isn't much chances to find "right" people there. And the few bigger communities that are left are basicly totalitarian. For example, i am a game writer. For all my life i worked on stories for video...
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    Do you feel like all your passions are too niche?

    That is also really cool. As a writer, i always wanted someone to collaborate on stories, and it seems like pretty mundane desire. Yet i wasn't able to find such person even in game writing groups and communities. And when i try to discuss stories with person who are not into writing, i usually...
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    Do you feel like all your passions are too niche?

    Lucky you... i searched for decades and still haven't found people willing to speak about my interests even in the internet. IRL - not even mentioning that, interacting with people irl is pointless. They never have anything in common...
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    Do you feel like all your passions are too niche?

    It certainly can. Yet somehow i was never super attracted to any of the popular games. Well, with some exceptions like Conan Exiles maybe. But absolute majority of games that i really liked were closing really fast( And not because they were bad games. As i already mentioned, RE Resistance was...
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    Do you feel like all your passions are too niche?

    Try the torrents. Albums of the bands i listen to, like Alieson, exist only there.
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    Do you feel like all your passions are too niche?

    Not in my case... i not only can't find people (like in case with music), but also constantly losing objects of my interest (shows and games), so i can't even have things to enjoy in my life.
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