RainbowAura
On the outside wishing I was something
When I was 12 or 13 I was hurt badly by a teacher. I had not at this point ever had something this bad. I was at class struggling and not finished anything when others could. I knew sewing was difficult for me and I was the worst in class. Don’t remember much help. At the end of class we were meant to take out the bobbin and return it to the stand. My teacher was a woman around about...60’s ish and she was plump and just like a wicked witch. I sat alone because this was the way it was..no one ever sat next to me in class all throughout most of high school, middle and primary.
She found one missing and told a student to go around looking for it. The girl came to where I was...She found it in mine. The woman teacher then had her face contort into hatred (she hated me anyway) and then said “YOU ARE THE MOST USELESS PERSON I’VE EVER MET!”
This made me burst into tears and no one did anything. I think someone did pat me on the back once and took off.I think the same girl who retrieved the bobbin but I don’t remember any comfort.
Once before cooking some kids in class were making fun of this sewing teacher. Suddenly her face starts slowly rising from the sewing block across the footpath with evil on her face like she was possessed or something. (She was behind the wall and she rose up to the window)
My cooking teacher at middle school also had a thing against me.
I am very bad at learning skills and finding a “knack” to anything. When I was younger I’d not stick to ideas I’d make and have trouble severely finding ideas to start with. I also have always had trouble “clicking on” and registering things in my brain and remembering things required to do or remember. And just learning in general. Just similar things like that. I’ve never had any diagnosis. Things that were easy for most students were not for me
When I was 11 I had a teacher hate my guts so bad she called me a “spoiled brat” and made it so obvious in ways how she hated me. Me and my friend at the time called her a witch and used a stupid (and very obvious) fake language about how we hated her. She would laugh at how she understood.
When was 12 my middle school teacher made jokes at me and said they should put me in Antartica display at a aquarium. He said other things at times.
When I was a high school all teachers hated me. Once I had accounting and couldn’t do it because I’m backward and unintelligent. But I had “collage dreams” and hoped he’d help. The first year I was forced to do this school subject but the second year I chose to. The teacher said to me like I was nothing “why did you sign up again if you can’t do it”. I badly wanted help. Once while my head was down and I was staring out the window (I did this most of the subject) a teacher came in and mockingly said “see you have a really SMART student!” With humour and my teacher laughed and muttered something.
My high school home room teacher had a thing against me too and my high school second year science teacher wasn’t too good to me either. And my third year English as well. I left in third year.
I was also hurt by the high school councillor.
She found one missing and told a student to go around looking for it. The girl came to where I was...She found it in mine. The woman teacher then had her face contort into hatred (she hated me anyway) and then said “YOU ARE THE MOST USELESS PERSON I’VE EVER MET!”
This made me burst into tears and no one did anything. I think someone did pat me on the back once and took off.I think the same girl who retrieved the bobbin but I don’t remember any comfort.
Once before cooking some kids in class were making fun of this sewing teacher. Suddenly her face starts slowly rising from the sewing block across the footpath with evil on her face like she was possessed or something. (She was behind the wall and she rose up to the window)
My cooking teacher at middle school also had a thing against me.
I am very bad at learning skills and finding a “knack” to anything. When I was younger I’d not stick to ideas I’d make and have trouble severely finding ideas to start with. I also have always had trouble “clicking on” and registering things in my brain and remembering things required to do or remember. And just learning in general. Just similar things like that. I’ve never had any diagnosis. Things that were easy for most students were not for me
When I was 11 I had a teacher hate my guts so bad she called me a “spoiled brat” and made it so obvious in ways how she hated me. Me and my friend at the time called her a witch and used a stupid (and very obvious) fake language about how we hated her. She would laugh at how she understood.
When was 12 my middle school teacher made jokes at me and said they should put me in Antartica display at a aquarium. He said other things at times.
When I was a high school all teachers hated me. Once I had accounting and couldn’t do it because I’m backward and unintelligent. But I had “collage dreams” and hoped he’d help. The first year I was forced to do this school subject but the second year I chose to. The teacher said to me like I was nothing “why did you sign up again if you can’t do it”. I badly wanted help. Once while my head was down and I was staring out the window (I did this most of the subject) a teacher came in and mockingly said “see you have a really SMART student!” With humour and my teacher laughed and muttered something.
My high school home room teacher had a thing against me too and my high school second year science teacher wasn’t too good to me either. And my third year English as well. I left in third year.
I was also hurt by the high school councillor.