Right now at my work (recycling industry) we are cramming in massive hours, and to make a long story short I see very light end to it because we are behind in sorting... Basically every work day is 10 hours (Monday to Friday)... We are working this Saturday on a weekend! (Ugh!) and we worked nine hours on Good Friday...
Essentially I still feel worn out, I feel like my spare time is being ripped away from me because of my lack of energy, even my weekends don't seem long enough...
And I'm getting grumpier and grumpier by the day... This may sound weird, but I'm getting slightly depressed because I feel (I know) it's affecting my photography and my interest in the arts scene, which for me is a major special interest, just simply the time to do it, like having my Saturday afternoon ripped away from me because of a work shift...
I don't understand how other people can be cheerful around me at work in the midst of it, I'm irritated and having trouble staying positive lately, and once again there is really no end in sight, Ack! Except for a road trip mini vacation I've booked off for late May into early June, it just seems so far away though...
Essentially I still feel worn out, I feel like my spare time is being ripped away from me because of my lack of energy, even my weekends don't seem long enough...
And I'm getting grumpier and grumpier by the day... This may sound weird, but I'm getting slightly depressed because I feel (I know) it's affecting my photography and my interest in the arts scene, which for me is a major special interest, just simply the time to do it, like having my Saturday afternoon ripped away from me because of a work shift...
I don't understand how other people can be cheerful around me at work in the midst of it, I'm irritated and having trouble staying positive lately, and once again there is really no end in sight, Ack! Except for a road trip mini vacation I've booked off for late May into early June, it just seems so far away though...