I have a hard time understanding such variances in how people think, live and act. I've spent my life studying about people and watching people and learning all I can about understanding the way people think, feel and react, but no matter how much I learn, I just can't seem to really grasp more than just the concept. For instance, I know that no two people are the same. When I walk into church I see about 100 different people. They all look different and sound different. Those are things I can see. I listen to the sermon and I wonder why the preacher chose that topic because I think everyone there already knows that and lives accordingly. I don't see, therefore I dont know what any of these people do once they leave church but my assumption is that they all live a stronger Christian life than I do. I think they are probably at home reading their Bibles right now while I'm writing a post instead. They are ALL better people than I ever will be.
In nursing school it was the same thing. It doesn't matter that I got high grades, all these other students, even the ones with c's and d's, knew more than I did. I'd hear them give verbal answers and participate in discussions and I couldn't do either of those things. During clinicals, everyone jumped at every opportunity to perform a task like placing an ng tube or catheter. I could never raise my hand or call out that I wanted to volunteer. For one thing, it involves speaking up and the other thing, it involves being observed. I can do it, just don't watch. Other students met in groups to study together and quiz each other while I went home and read. Even as a nurse, all the other nurses had to be smarter than I was because I would hear them using all the technical terms when talking to patients and family members and I didn't. Although I was thanked several times for explaining things in a way they could understand. I know what hemoptisis means, but why not just say the patient is coughing up blood?
Even though I know everyone is different, I'm still under the assumption that they are basically the same. That's the category I'm always trying to fit into. After spending several months here I feel like I'm starting to understand more. Guess that's because people actually are talking about how they think and experiences, whereas anywhere else, you only see what they want you to see.
In nursing school it was the same thing. It doesn't matter that I got high grades, all these other students, even the ones with c's and d's, knew more than I did. I'd hear them give verbal answers and participate in discussions and I couldn't do either of those things. During clinicals, everyone jumped at every opportunity to perform a task like placing an ng tube or catheter. I could never raise my hand or call out that I wanted to volunteer. For one thing, it involves speaking up and the other thing, it involves being observed. I can do it, just don't watch. Other students met in groups to study together and quiz each other while I went home and read. Even as a nurse, all the other nurses had to be smarter than I was because I would hear them using all the technical terms when talking to patients and family members and I didn't. Although I was thanked several times for explaining things in a way they could understand. I know what hemoptisis means, but why not just say the patient is coughing up blood?
Even though I know everyone is different, I'm still under the assumption that they are basically the same. That's the category I'm always trying to fit into. After spending several months here I feel like I'm starting to understand more. Guess that's because people actually are talking about how they think and experiences, whereas anywhere else, you only see what they want you to see.
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