Do you ever get that feeling that because I am so messed up with Phobias and not being able to socialize good that my life is no good.
I could not get a job because I never was able to complete College but that's a long time ago.
Never had an relationship with a woman no never. Then I have to hear from most of my married friends that I am not ready.
I try to fake it socializing which I was getting better at until everything shut down and went virtual which was 13 months ago. Now it's worse to socialize especially when if any show up virtual or something if we meet physically are guys and couples or soon to be couples.
My uncle says I am worthless since I never moved out or accomplished anything unlike my cousins who are mostly married.
I try to get up everyday which I usually sleep until the late afternoon no thanks to anti anxiety meds. I try to make it out to the parks but all I see is successful happy people.
I still feel better someday but being cheered up by my friends who's life is going great is not a good thing.
I could not get a job because I never was able to complete College but that's a long time ago.
Never had an relationship with a woman no never. Then I have to hear from most of my married friends that I am not ready.
I try to fake it socializing which I was getting better at until everything shut down and went virtual which was 13 months ago. Now it's worse to socialize especially when if any show up virtual or something if we meet physically are guys and couples or soon to be couples.
My uncle says I am worthless since I never moved out or accomplished anything unlike my cousins who are mostly married.
I try to get up everyday which I usually sleep until the late afternoon no thanks to anti anxiety meds. I try to make it out to the parks but all I see is successful happy people.
I still feel better someday but being cheered up by my friends who's life is going great is not a good thing.