I feel like my internet is getting filtered wherever I go but very little to not make it obvious. I don’t see many results for autism social groups despite people saying that there’s a lot. Just now, I remembered that my father told me a few months ago that a friend he has at work is male with a feminine voice. I just now decided to do an internet search for male with feminine voice and no relevant results come up. I’m now suspicious that something is going on. I’m getting the same results at home, on the train, and at work. In addition, I find something and then I don’t see it anymore, for example, calling a progressive synagogue and asking if there’s anyone autistic that prays there and getting yes as an answer and then calling a few months later and telling me that they don’t remember telling me anything like that and even telling me that there’s only seniors that pray there. I feel like someone from my community is tracking down my every move. Someone a half a year told me that there’s a lot of autistic people that pray in a certain synagogue and I come to that synagogue and they tell me that there’s no one autistic that prays there at all. I feel like everyone is one step ahead of me. There used to be a lot of people my age that was in certain synagogues and now all I see is people over 60. Something is going on. Someone told me that there’s someone autistic that lives on a certain block in my neighborhood and remember the name from a camp I went to but never managed to exchange phone numbers with them and ask about that person to a lot of people in my community and they’ve never heard of that person at all. My boss has a good relationship with my parents since my mother treated his wife. Is there any way how to find out who’s tracking my every move?
