Greetings Everyone:
I'm going to get roasted for this one but please hear me out:
I absolutely adore the fathering autism youtube channel (link below) to the point of having a crush on the nonverbal autistic daughter Abigail Lorraine[^3]. Note that I would never do anything to harm her or her family and even if I met them I'd only want to hold the hands, give the hugs, and that's it (maybe cling to the legs)[^4]. I've been called "Abigail's biggest (and loneliest) fan." by a lot of people including my own support team. I have a MobileCM* record for her in my iPhone and a "Customer Global Jacket" in my volunteer job's database** that tells me names, relations to others middle names of family and friends, birthdays, etc.
*disclaimer: no actual phone numbers, addresses, etc. are linked to this MobileCM record
** this record is only visible to myself and my management team and only updated with data coming directly from the videos. No contact points are stored nor is there expected to be a contact history (cases, calls, meetings, emails, etc.) for this record. Hell even the CEO of the company knows the record exists and doesn't care so long as managing this record doesn't take up too much of my work time so I watch and update the records on my mobile phone at home then log in via VPN to update the stuff in the CRM.
[^3] I know she'll never even know I exist so what's the point of bothering me telling me to stop caring?
[^4] Only upon approval from Abigail Lorraine herself, her parent, guardian, or other person authorized to approve such requests.
basically my question is has anyone ever gone this far with interest in a human rather than a fictional character, hobby, etc.? How has that worked out for you? have I gone too far?
[external links]
FatheringAutism YouTube Channel: FatheringAutism
I'm going to get roasted for this one but please hear me out:
I absolutely adore the fathering autism youtube channel (link below) to the point of having a crush on the nonverbal autistic daughter Abigail Lorraine[^3]. Note that I would never do anything to harm her or her family and even if I met them I'd only want to hold the hands, give the hugs, and that's it (maybe cling to the legs)[^4]. I've been called "Abigail's biggest (and loneliest) fan." by a lot of people including my own support team. I have a MobileCM* record for her in my iPhone and a "Customer Global Jacket" in my volunteer job's database** that tells me names, relations to others middle names of family and friends, birthdays, etc.
*disclaimer: no actual phone numbers, addresses, etc. are linked to this MobileCM record
** this record is only visible to myself and my management team and only updated with data coming directly from the videos. No contact points are stored nor is there expected to be a contact history (cases, calls, meetings, emails, etc.) for this record. Hell even the CEO of the company knows the record exists and doesn't care so long as managing this record doesn't take up too much of my work time so I watch and update the records on my mobile phone at home then log in via VPN to update the stuff in the CRM.
[^3] I know she'll never even know I exist so what's the point of bothering me telling me to stop caring?
[^4] Only upon approval from Abigail Lorraine herself, her parent, guardian, or other person authorized to approve such requests.
basically my question is has anyone ever gone this far with interest in a human rather than a fictional character, hobby, etc.? How has that worked out for you? have I gone too far?
[external links]
FatheringAutism YouTube Channel: FatheringAutism