I am trying to be registered as disabled and so, have to visit a psychiatrist, which I am doing, but each time I go into that room, I have a huge battle with myself.
Show my true self in all its nakedness ie stimming etc,
Stick to that mask and behave as though everything is ok.
I feel so damn vunerable in that room and as though I am on a stand in court, to test if I am authentic.
Of course, if I want financial help, I need to go in there raw. But, how on earth do I cope with showing myself how I really am?
Show my true self in all its nakedness ie stimming etc,
Stick to that mask and behave as though everything is ok.
I feel so damn vunerable in that room and as though I am on a stand in court, to test if I am authentic.
Of course, if I want financial help, I need to go in there raw. But, how on earth do I cope with showing myself how I really am?