Chimorin
Jaded.
I mean, I want connections with people, sure, and it eats away at me that I don’t have them, but at this point I have no energy to put up with the caveats of maintaining friendships, relationships, etc, particularly fighting, arguments, and social hierarchy stuff (which tears me up the wall, but at my oh so young age, is sadly important). My interests are also very narrowed down and don’t really relate to anyone. I suppose I just miss when I was actually quite popular for a while before the burnout I guess, I definitely don’t miss the old connections but I liked the dopamine I got from it.
Should I just give up on people for a while persevere for the next couple years and accept the reality that this might be a forever thing? At this point I think it’s more healthy than just ruminating in my thoughts of wanting to go back to time I will never find again.
Thank you for taking your time to read this or simply just checking this thread, whoever you are.
Should I just give up on people for a while persevere for the next couple years and accept the reality that this might be a forever thing? At this point I think it’s more healthy than just ruminating in my thoughts of wanting to go back to time I will never find again.
Thank you for taking your time to read this or simply just checking this thread, whoever you are.