First of hi, my name is Lea and I am an “Asperger “. For a very long time I have been asking myself a lot of questions about my condition and I thought maybe this would help ^^’ so for a little bit of a background my little brother and I are both under treatment for attention deficit disorder and Asperger. We both use the same medication and have done the same tests.
However there’s been a real struggle when it comes to other people accepting me as An Asperger. You see even though I’ve been diagnosed as such, people tend to think (my family included) that I’m not Asperger , more like a form of adhd. The main reason for that is even I struggle with typical Asperger stuff , I have over the years developed good social skills , unlike my brother.
When I was a kid I was your very typical Asperger child. Then I got really bullied and I’ve done a huge job to become more social. It’s still sometimes awkward for me but I manage pretty well compared to my brother. Also I have struggling with very frequent and violent panic attacks , that can go from shaking and crying to self mutilation. I have also a big history with depression and suicidal thoughts. For the longest time I’ve tried to deal with it but sometimes I feel like I'm just completely crazy.
I would like to know your point of view , and if that something you struggle with too, because I’m pretty lost.
However there’s been a real struggle when it comes to other people accepting me as An Asperger. You see even though I’ve been diagnosed as such, people tend to think (my family included) that I’m not Asperger , more like a form of adhd. The main reason for that is even I struggle with typical Asperger stuff , I have over the years developed good social skills , unlike my brother.
When I was a kid I was your very typical Asperger child. Then I got really bullied and I’ve done a huge job to become more social. It’s still sometimes awkward for me but I manage pretty well compared to my brother. Also I have struggling with very frequent and violent panic attacks , that can go from shaking and crying to self mutilation. I have also a big history with depression and suicidal thoughts. For the longest time I’ve tried to deal with it but sometimes I feel like I'm just completely crazy.
I would like to know your point of view , and if that something you struggle with too, because I’m pretty lost.