I guess to most people who aren't on the spectrum, any kind of stimming would appear odd. Hence why we mask and try and keep things appearing "normal" on the surface.
Is there any stim you do that you haven't read much about, or that seems quite strange?
I know that me swaying left to right when sat on the floor probably isn't an "odd stim" but the fact I do it 5-10+ hours a day probably is.
I've had a weird obsession in recent years that I'm looking to satisfy in the near future. So I'm a gamer, and I've played my fair share of shooting games. I have a real fascination with bolt action rifles. I'd never want a firearms license, as I genuinely believe I would follow through on ideation and end up committing suicide if I had a working firearm in my house.
However, I am looking to get a deactivated bolt action rifle. Something I could load with stripper clips and use the bolt action to eject the cartridges. Not sure what seems so soothing about the bolt action motion. I actually have this ritual where I pretend I'm loading a Lee Enfield with 2 stripper clips before I go to bed.
Even for autism - that seems really odd to me. Still, it gets me really excited. I guess it's part of never growing up that seems rather inherent to some autistic behaviour - that need for playfulness or seemingly childish actions that are a good outlet for joy, energy or manic episodes.
Question is, will I end up sleeping with a deactivated Lee Enfield in my bed?
Probably.
EDIT: A friend just told me they do airsoft guns which have cartridges and shell ejection. So maybe that'd be a cheaper and more sensible option? Boys and their toys eh?
Ed
Is there any stim you do that you haven't read much about, or that seems quite strange?
I know that me swaying left to right when sat on the floor probably isn't an "odd stim" but the fact I do it 5-10+ hours a day probably is.
I've had a weird obsession in recent years that I'm looking to satisfy in the near future. So I'm a gamer, and I've played my fair share of shooting games. I have a real fascination with bolt action rifles. I'd never want a firearms license, as I genuinely believe I would follow through on ideation and end up committing suicide if I had a working firearm in my house.
However, I am looking to get a deactivated bolt action rifle. Something I could load with stripper clips and use the bolt action to eject the cartridges. Not sure what seems so soothing about the bolt action motion. I actually have this ritual where I pretend I'm loading a Lee Enfield with 2 stripper clips before I go to bed.
Even for autism - that seems really odd to me. Still, it gets me really excited. I guess it's part of never growing up that seems rather inherent to some autistic behaviour - that need for playfulness or seemingly childish actions that are a good outlet for joy, energy or manic episodes.
Question is, will I end up sleeping with a deactivated Lee Enfield in my bed?
Probably.
EDIT: A friend just told me they do airsoft guns which have cartridges and shell ejection. So maybe that'd be a cheaper and more sensible option? Boys and their toys eh?
Ed