The Lorax
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Usually I post on the general forum helping out the ASD community understand NTs. But now I need help.
My son has mild ASD, anxiety disorder, ADD (which is declining now), and exertional asthma which means he loses his breath playing any sport quite easily. He is empathetic, 141 I.Q., a little self aware, very kind, eats well. He just turned 15 in March. He gets A's and B's.
He has been on ADD medication since 3rd grade. It drastically improved his learning. But now it seems he has stabilized that and doesn't need it. So we are trying to take him off.
Since puberty he has needed an SSRI. It came to a point my wife and I were walking on eggshells around the house. It was incredibly uncomfortable in our own home being with him. The SSRI helped for I'd say for 10 months, then we had to increase the dose to the maximum. It helped a little while and now we are in a situation.
At the end of each school year my son usually has some trouble with school refusal. We have no idea why but we get through it.
After Christmas break he started his school refusal again which was odd because this doesn't happen till usually April or May.
Now he is absolutely refusing to go to school. If I manage to get him there he does nothing in his classes. Yesterday I dropped him off and he wandered around for 20m before someone noticed him and brought him in. Then he called me 1 hour later to get picked up.
We had a long discussion where I asked simple yes/no questions. He is suffering from depression and anxiety. But he says only sometimes. We noticed he has a low frustration level. Is becoming more defiant. Not doing things he did just a year ago like brushing his teeth at night. I have to pressure him to do his school work which isn't hard for him.
I am desperately trying to get a therapist but it seems no one is covered on insurance. WTH?
We are looking to change psychiatrists because the one we have is just basically a drug dealer IMO. She does no critical thinking for us. I have to do all the research and offer drug suggestions and pay her WTH?
He has great grades until this last quarter. Even if he fails all his classes he still passes the school year. He has done well on all his finals.
I tried to research this but got no valid answers.
How hard should I push having him go to school while he feels like this? Clearly something is mentally wrong. But allowing behavior that just lets him sit at home on the computer watching videos or playing games all day isn't good either. What happens next start of school year?
This situation was tough to manage but one day it just collapsed on us about 2 weeks ago.
If at least he did his work I could justify it some. But it is a mental struggle every day.
My wife has the same conditions. We both work from home. She is starting to be impacted by his behavior. She is very fragile mentally and the main bread winner. I stopped my career to help my son but managed to create a business for extra income. I am also starting to break mentally at the whole situation. It is mostly having to create a strategic plan every single morning to try and get him to function. It is mentally exhausting me.
This morning I have a new plan in place to deal with him. I don't know how hard to push on the school thing.
Today I am trying.....
I can't force you to school you are 6' tall. But you need to do these assignments. But just like I can't make you go to school I also don't have to let you have access to my internet. If they are not done by noon I am turning off the internet.
Then escalating from there. Next day it will be his computer.
I don't know how hard to push against how he is feeling mentally. He insists he is not being bullied at school and the teachers havent noticed it.
No article tells me beyond the obvious NT reasons on what to do. Most are not helpful.
I also fear if I push too hard it drives him further down the rabbit hole with possible self harm.
My son has mild ASD, anxiety disorder, ADD (which is declining now), and exertional asthma which means he loses his breath playing any sport quite easily. He is empathetic, 141 I.Q., a little self aware, very kind, eats well. He just turned 15 in March. He gets A's and B's.
He has been on ADD medication since 3rd grade. It drastically improved his learning. But now it seems he has stabilized that and doesn't need it. So we are trying to take him off.
Since puberty he has needed an SSRI. It came to a point my wife and I were walking on eggshells around the house. It was incredibly uncomfortable in our own home being with him. The SSRI helped for I'd say for 10 months, then we had to increase the dose to the maximum. It helped a little while and now we are in a situation.
At the end of each school year my son usually has some trouble with school refusal. We have no idea why but we get through it.
After Christmas break he started his school refusal again which was odd because this doesn't happen till usually April or May.
Now he is absolutely refusing to go to school. If I manage to get him there he does nothing in his classes. Yesterday I dropped him off and he wandered around for 20m before someone noticed him and brought him in. Then he called me 1 hour later to get picked up.
We had a long discussion where I asked simple yes/no questions. He is suffering from depression and anxiety. But he says only sometimes. We noticed he has a low frustration level. Is becoming more defiant. Not doing things he did just a year ago like brushing his teeth at night. I have to pressure him to do his school work which isn't hard for him.
I am desperately trying to get a therapist but it seems no one is covered on insurance. WTH?
We are looking to change psychiatrists because the one we have is just basically a drug dealer IMO. She does no critical thinking for us. I have to do all the research and offer drug suggestions and pay her WTH?
He has great grades until this last quarter. Even if he fails all his classes he still passes the school year. He has done well on all his finals.
I tried to research this but got no valid answers.
How hard should I push having him go to school while he feels like this? Clearly something is mentally wrong. But allowing behavior that just lets him sit at home on the computer watching videos or playing games all day isn't good either. What happens next start of school year?
This situation was tough to manage but one day it just collapsed on us about 2 weeks ago.
If at least he did his work I could justify it some. But it is a mental struggle every day.
My wife has the same conditions. We both work from home. She is starting to be impacted by his behavior. She is very fragile mentally and the main bread winner. I stopped my career to help my son but managed to create a business for extra income. I am also starting to break mentally at the whole situation. It is mostly having to create a strategic plan every single morning to try and get him to function. It is mentally exhausting me.
This morning I have a new plan in place to deal with him. I don't know how hard to push on the school thing.
Today I am trying.....
I can't force you to school you are 6' tall. But you need to do these assignments. But just like I can't make you go to school I also don't have to let you have access to my internet. If they are not done by noon I am turning off the internet.
Then escalating from there. Next day it will be his computer.
I don't know how hard to push against how he is feeling mentally. He insists he is not being bullied at school and the teachers havent noticed it.
No article tells me beyond the obvious NT reasons on what to do. Most are not helpful.
I also fear if I push too hard it drives him further down the rabbit hole with possible self harm.
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