Xinyta
~Closeted Goth | A rabbit/dragon in spirit~
This is just driving me nuts because I seem to remember somethings, but a large number of other things seem to be just forgotten. It feels like I have to be willfully forgetting, because of my issues with paying attention to much of anything. But I feel like there maybe something more going on. I have been wondering for a long time if it's ASD related, but I keep telling myself that it's an excuse, because I can't be just forgetting because my condition.
But then I am wondering if I am second guessing myself with whether it's ASD related or not, because I cannot stick to my guns worth crap.
Maybe I am confusing myself because of my neurosis and wanting to doubt anything I think about. IDK.
But then I am wondering if I am second guessing myself with whether it's ASD related or not, because I cannot stick to my guns worth crap.
Maybe I am confusing myself because of my neurosis and wanting to doubt anything I think about. IDK.