My "Guardianship" as INFP

[lunarious]

Any ideas of how to go about having *a normal life*?

To use reasonas my opening Post quoting God says.
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Edit: And God knows best

Tonight this evening i thought, based on my memory from Qur'an and my experiences.

God says Humans say we ought to use reason (we'll keep blue), but our Hearts must accept whatever we're given. This requires teachers, and i'll assume there aren't many teachers. As my experience with Governmental submission, they don't know why they submitted me.

I think I've demonstrated how other people are ignorant yet demand respect. So if I and them need help, we should seek help. Drop the need for respect and your pryde and seek help, or I and @tree will drop you . I would like to know how I can recieve help, from what we have. As my Psychologist said they don't have many resources.

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25:32 The faithless say, ‘Why has not the Quran been sent down to him all at once?’ So it was, that We may strengthen your heart with it, and We have recited it [to you] in a measured tone.

To explain blue/green maybe link here

 

[lunarious]

But how will I and @tree drop you?.... i must seek help myself, first I must find a Source!

 

[tree]

I don't know why you mention @tree in Posts #21 & #22.

 

[lunarious]

I don't know why you mention @tree in Posts #21 & #22.

Why ... Well that's because AF has helped me, through you primarily. I don't know what happened to the other moderators. (edit) and we must be thankful for help and those whom help.

Edit: Because you're blue/green

 

[lunarious]

OK, guys, listen up.

The thoughts crash with eachother in my mind, despite that; I try to be Truthful and Loyal to Allah.

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So i've thought lately iNtuition for us, is input belief in what Muslims call; Judgment Day or Judgment Day. In this KTS table by American man David the first thing we must settle for is Sensing or iNtuition.

iNtuition will definetly mean strategic Belief in Judgment Day. So based on this belief i'd know things Sensors wouldnt, even maybe other iNtuitives.

So i'm iNtuitive Feeling (i'm INFP). The other couple persons here are iNtuitive Thinking. A catchy explanation for Thinking and Feeling google AI provided is Thinking means "Truth over Tact".

So this iNtuitive Thinker, e.g. let's call him Paul, look like very gentleman, as consequence of iNtuitive belief Judgment Day. While i also iNtuitive don't look so well. ... The Day we split our two groups was when I iNtuitively promised Allah i'll read up half the Qur'an and i'll know what his entire plan is for camoflage. So Paul became NT. I became NF. So we'd meet again, at Judgment Day. This Determination and resolve made me and others NF (iNtuitive Feeler) where my Feeling means i chose Tact and Mercy over Truth. Keep in mind iNtuition also means Truth.

I'm waiting to meet Allah and my people. At Judgment Day where I, and not least of course Prophet Mohammed and you will be Judged.

 

[Mary Terry]

OK, guys, listen up.

The thoughts crash with eachother in my mind, despite that; I try to be Truthful and Loyal to Allah.

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So i've thought lately iNtuition for us, is input belief in what Muslims call; Judgment Day or Judgment Day. In this KTS table by American man David the first thing we must settle for is Sensing or iNtuition.

iNtuition will definetly mean strategic Belief in Judgment Day. So based on this belief i'd know things Sensors wouldnt, even maybe other iNtuitives.

So i'm iNtuitive Feeling (i'm INFP). The other couple persons here are iNtuitive Thinking. A catchy explanation for Thinking and Feeling google AI provided is Thinking means "Truth over Tact".

So this iNtuitive Thinker, e.g. let's call him Paul, look like very gentleman, as consequence of iNtuitive belief Judgment Day. While i also iNtuitive don't look so well. ... The Day we split our two groups was when I iNtuitively promised Allah i'll read up half the Qur'an and i'll know what his entire plan is for camoflage. So Paul became NT. I became NF. So we'd meet again, at Judgment Day. This Determination and resolve made me and others NF (iNtuitive Feeler) where my Feeling means i chose Tact and Mercy over Truth. Keep in mind iNtuition also means Truth.

I'm waiting to meet Allah and my people. At Judgment Day where I, and not least of course Prophet Mohammed and you will be Judged.

Would you mind sharing the nature of your mental illness diagnosis? Paranoid schizophrenia? Psychosis? Sociopathy? If we knew what is wrong with you and your thought processes, then we might be able to help you.

 

[lunarious]

Since you've commented, i can't delete my post.

But you don't want help me. I wish you would. Only Allah can help me and us.

My post above is very informative, i think, but not very accurate.

 

[Mary Terry]

Since you've commented, i can't delete my post.

But you don't want help me. I wish you would. Only Allah can help me and us.

My post above is very informative, i think, but not very accurate.

You state that your post is "not very accurate". Therefore, it cannot also be "very informative". It's rambling and largely incoherent.

 

[lunarious]

You state that your post is "not very accurate". Therefore, it cannot also be "very informative". It's rambling and largely incoherent.

I apologize. I'm INFP, while very good in my way my best is that i'm "Authentic". INTP are best at "Accuracy".

They say I'm Psychotic Paranoid ASD. I tell them "OK". I'm Muslim.

 

[Mary Terry]

"INFP" is supposed to be a personality type. Psychotic paranoia is a mental illness diagnosis. ASD is not a personality type nor a mental illness diagnosis.

I hope you take medications to help you separate and identify reality from the thoughts and beliefs caused by psychotic paranoia.

 

[lunarious]

"INFP" is supposed to be a personality type. Psychotic paranoia is a mental illness diagnosis. ASD is not a personality type nor a mental illness diagnosis.

I hope you take medications to help you separate and identify reality from the thoughts and beliefs caused by psychotic paranoia.

What should I say to that? Other than God help me.

Edit:

Qur'an 40:20

وَاللَّهُ يَقْضِي بِالْحَقِّ ۖ وَالَّذِينَ يَدْعُونَ مِنْ دُونِهِ لَا يَقْضُونَ بِشَيْءٍ ۗ إِنَّ اللَّهَ هُوَ السَّمِيعُ الْبَصِيرُ

Allah judges with justice, while those whom they invoke besides Him do not judge by anything. Indeed it is Allah who is the All-hearing, the All-seeing.

 

[Mary Terry]

What should I say to that? Other than God help me.

Edit:

Qur'an 40:20

وَاللَّهُ يَقْضِي بِالْحَقِّ ۖ وَالَّذِينَ يَدْعُونَ مِنْ دُونِهِ لَا يَقْضُونَ بِشَيْءٍ ۗ إِنَّ اللَّهَ هُوَ السَّمِيعُ الْبَصِيرُ

Allah judges with justice, while those whom they invoke besides Him do not judge by anything. Indeed it is Allah who is the All-hearing, the All-seeing.

Yes, God help you.

 

[lunarious]

Further on my Guardianship as NF (or NFP). I'm Royal Guard if you haven't understood that.

Summary: As Royal Gard, I was inserted into Psychiatric Institution around 2009. I was Defenestrated around 2019. I will do Hijra when I'm 43 by year 2029 godwilling.

In 2009 I started to see things, as how cruel Humans could be, toward me and other Patients males and females. Things you don't see as Humans. Things you see by embracing Pain. In 2009 i started developing my iNtuition, meaning belief in Judgment Day and Allah's Justice.

In 2019 I was Defenestrated because I held firmly onto my Humane side (think tree not @tree ), so i developed NF. My feeling side in MBTI. Thus my iNtuitive Temperament was completed. See the KTS table and for further reference by David Keirsey

In 2029 in the future, i see as iNtuitive I will be sought for having been Defenestrated and not finding Peace in Norway supposedly kind and warm. Norways weather and people are cold. Norwegian officials will refuse to accept defeat in their puruit of Peace, so they will try to take me down again as Saddam tried to take down my father in Iraq. They will try to submitt what's left of me to the ground. But then 2029 I will do Hijra like Prophet Mohammed. Meaning to travel. I have not traveled since I came to Norway, because there's never been Peace.

Allah and I

Prophet Mohammed made Hijra when he was 43, and started creating Allah's religion Peace. Norwegians here don't (edit grammar) talk much, they submit me to the ground. Because they don't know neither what to say or to do. So I must help them and shed som light as INFP on how to be and develop and Heal. They get Defensive when I tell them you don't talk to me as a Human and you have Defenestrated me.

 

[lunarious]

David West Keirsey (August 31, 1921 – July 30, 2013) was an American psychologist, a professor emeritus at California State University, Fullerton, and the authorof several books.

You see in The Table Here (plus screenshot) people start on as Sensors or iNtuitive. Sometime. iNtuitive are Introspective. ... So that means Introspective are using their CNS, while Sensors are using their motoric PNS. Of course The Brain and CNS is superior. The Peripherial system and Sensing people are inferior; that is the majority of people.

And i don't care wheither they are Sensors or iNtuitive until they attack my Zone.

Therefore it is outrageous Sensors whom waste their time on useless activities can submit me to The Ground and Defenestrate me as consequence of them having no Faith. When Sensors invade another Place ... as Iraq whom houses The Grandson of Prophet Mohammed's shrine (pbuh), that is important to Shia Muslims, I want as Muslim that "they" bow to Imam Hossein (as) Shrine.

(edit): I think Bill Clinton, and maybe Bush are Sensors. I'm referring to Typology here.

Of course they removed Saddam, whom forbad many Religious Shia activities, but they will Bow in Imam Hossein (as) Shrine in Karbalaa'.

 

[tree]

"Therefore it is outrageous Sensors whom waste their time on useless activities can submit me to The Ground and Defenestrate me as consequence of them having no Faith."

It looks as if you categorize medical/mental health employees
not as people doing their jobs, but as errant individuals who
are insufficiently spiritual.

 

[tree]

You really try to make sense of the world through
this one personnel sorting instrument.

Filtered through your re-interpretations of the
categories, and based in Islam.

 

[lunarious]

Allah is surely The God. INFPs are creative and Spiritual. I don't know much.

 

[lunarious]

"Therefore it is outrageous Sensors whom waste their time on useless activities can submit me to The Ground and Defenestrate me as consequence of them having no Faith."

It looks as if you categorize medical/mental health employees
not as people doing their jobs, but as errant individuals who
are insufficiently spiritual.

Yes.

However i said above that they are inferior, not errant. They are doing their job, but not so well actually. Have you heard of Masters degree whom works as (low status job). Like Karl Martin with me. Inferior for me as INFP. ... I'm higher IMHO.

 

[tree]

If you are using "IMHO" as an abbreviation for
"in my humble opinion" saying that other people
are 'inferior' to you isn't particularly *humble.*

 

[lunarious]

I 'see' your point. You are saying this view is arrogant. We call arrogant in Arabic (متكبّر) Pathologically Grand.

Do you think if i'm Defenestrated, that's pathological?

We talked in the past about Legendary being not so great in Martial Arts circles.

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So i'm humble, but not everyone are same? Some people i'm not humble to.

Edit: I'm humble when I Bow to Allah as prescribed. Everyday. That's between me and Him.

Edit: If you and @Mary Terry and everyone give me likes, after a while i'll be humble