Voltaic
Plaidhiker@youtube
gad a bad night. Even after waking up 11 hours later with omelettes and tea made by my gandma, it just doesn't feel normal. The memories of the overwhelming emotions are still fresh in my mind. The thoughts associated with the emotions call for me to continue down that path. My actions are recalled with heavy regret.
I am like a delicate, beautiful flower at these times, amazing to look at, but susceptible to the slightest amount of stress. Nonsensical analogies beside. Being triggered back into a meltdown is easy trying to recover from one. Even the memory of the last meltdown can be enough.
The world feels surreal at these times. It just continues forward, as if nothing happened. It moves forward as if my what happened did not exists, it just never changes no matter what happens to me.
How do you guys deal with these? I know it is unlikely they will ever stop, so I have to learn to deal with the aftermath.
I am like a delicate, beautiful flower at these times, amazing to look at, but susceptible to the slightest amount of stress. Nonsensical analogies beside. Being triggered back into a meltdown is easy trying to recover from one. Even the memory of the last meltdown can be enough.
The world feels surreal at these times. It just continues forward, as if nothing happened. It moves forward as if my what happened did not exists, it just never changes no matter what happens to me.
How do you guys deal with these? I know it is unlikely they will ever stop, so I have to learn to deal with the aftermath.