Titania
Confused
I find it hard to make friends. A lot of factors contribute to this, mainly being unable to talk and my own opinions of myself. My social worker believes that I have social anxiety.
Regardless of the reasons, socialising with others is just hard outside of the internet. On the internet there's that detached feeling, which is unfortunately not present in the real world.
However, the internet is also more unreliable, due to people being extremely difficult to understand. As such I find myself being lonely much more due to the lack of a support network. Currently, my support "network" consists of a single person who could realistically disappear one day and never give me a reason why.
Things like this have happened before to me and it has almost ruined me in the past. What I think I need is a way to stop myself feeling so lonely when the bad things start to happen, as they always do, to prevent myself from hurting myself.
Does anyone have any advice?
Regardless of the reasons, socialising with others is just hard outside of the internet. On the internet there's that detached feeling, which is unfortunately not present in the real world.
However, the internet is also more unreliable, due to people being extremely difficult to understand. As such I find myself being lonely much more due to the lack of a support network. Currently, my support "network" consists of a single person who could realistically disappear one day and never give me a reason why.
Things like this have happened before to me and it has almost ruined me in the past. What I think I need is a way to stop myself feeling so lonely when the bad things start to happen, as they always do, to prevent myself from hurting myself.
Does anyone have any advice?