Jess29
New Member
Im 15F and I have Aspergers and ADHD, I'm so obsessed with a band called Why Don't We, I've loved them for almost 2 years now (Not long) but they've had such an impact on my life, I get really bad anxiety and depression. I feel better when I listen to their music and the thought of ever meeting them or seeing them in concert is the only thing that's ever stopped me from committing suicide. I tend to think theres something wrong with me as i cry if someone insults them or if I'm not wearing this necklace I have with their logo on. I wear their merch to school constantly or I have to just have something to do with them whenever I leave the house. I end up getting upset and crying because I know they don't know me and it physically hurts. I wouldn't go to the point of kidnapping them or anything crazy like some people have done to celebrities but I do have a favorite member who I genuinely feel connected to even though he lives in another country and I've never met him. It upsets me and it physically hurts to know that I don't have a chance with him and he doesn't love me the way i love him as he doesn't know me. I tried talking to my therapist about it but he said it's normal, it doesn't bother me that this is happening to me as I find it comforting but sometimes I think I'm crazy. Does anyone have any opinions?