I've been diagnosed ASD at 16 but at that moment I wasn't convinced and refused to admit I might be on the spectrum since I was confused by my behavior. As title says, I'm an extremely outgoing person full of energy in any kind of unfamiliar situation, especially new environment, meeting entirely new group members. While being in a new environment, I feel like everyone is cautious and it's a safety sign to me. I used to be ordered a class leader or team leader. I will be the one staring others all the time if we are strangers and be friendly to help others introduce themselves. On the contrary, I will be pretty shy when everyone knows each other better later. It's kinda awkward that I'm afraid of people who I know a bit more.
So the outgoing thing lasts mere 1-2 weeks. After that, I meltdown and become a 'chill' person called by my friends. I can only keep a good communication in that short period, including making friends. When time's up, everything collapses.
Nowadays I'm still being on this mode. Does anyone have similar experience?
So the outgoing thing lasts mere 1-2 weeks. After that, I meltdown and become a 'chill' person called by my friends. I can only keep a good communication in that short period, including making friends. When time's up, everything collapses.
Nowadays I'm still being on this mode. Does anyone have similar experience?
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