Maddog woke up this morning and I woke up at the same time he did. While sitting in my "spectator's chair" next to the computer like I always do, he asked what I was waiting for, and I just said I was waiting to play Minecraft. He said no, before eventually letting me on the computer just now.
This has been going on after weeks of not allowing me to do anything on the computer for literally no reason at all. I asked if I did something to be punished, he told me I haven't done anything. Then he made the comment that this was all that I cared about, I didn't care about anything or anybody else, all I studied was a computer.
This kind of vicious cycle has been going on for years, and today, I've had enough. Since everybody and their [expletive] mother thinks I'm a scraggly haired junkie, I'm permanently cancelling all projects I have saved on his computer, and I'm cancelling Child of Crystal, and any and all videos I currently have in production. I am also relinquishing my pursuit of the career of game developer since it requires me to always be in front of a screen, and looking for a different career.
Nobody understands me and they refuse to, and it's a losing battle to try to get them to understand. I'm DONE fighting. It's pointless.
Everybody's getting what they want.
This has been going on after weeks of not allowing me to do anything on the computer for literally no reason at all. I asked if I did something to be punished, he told me I haven't done anything. Then he made the comment that this was all that I cared about, I didn't care about anything or anybody else, all I studied was a computer.
This kind of vicious cycle has been going on for years, and today, I've had enough. Since everybody and their [expletive] mother thinks I'm a scraggly haired junkie, I'm permanently cancelling all projects I have saved on his computer, and I'm cancelling Child of Crystal, and any and all videos I currently have in production. I am also relinquishing my pursuit of the career of game developer since it requires me to always be in front of a screen, and looking for a different career.
Nobody understands me and they refuse to, and it's a losing battle to try to get them to understand. I'm DONE fighting. It's pointless.
Everybody's getting what they want.