Vitale Truthseeker
New Member
Hello all, this is my first post but I am reaching out because I was let go by my first fulltime job 2 weeks ago and I feel like a total failure. I am pretty sure there was prejudice against me for being different (I did not mention my autism on my resume or interview). I even organized a meeting with my boss to discuss how to rectify the mistakes I was making, which he agreed on. Instead of helping me, he turned around and fired me on the spot.
Now, this was a job I absolutely loathed, not because of the work itself, but the people I was surrounded by. Shallow, vicious backstabbers, all crammed into a tiny office. We even all took personality tests and passed them around. They all scored next to 0 on empathy scores and I knew I was in trouble. This one woman tried to get me fired not even 1 week in just because I wasnt grasping the work right away (I recieved no training from my boss and contradicting info depending on who was "training" me)
But I needed the money. I rent a 1 bedroom apartment on my own. I have car payments. I cant stomach the thought of moving back in with my abusive parents or returning to my crappy job at Burger King (my ex boss asked if I wanted to come back when she found out I was fired). I feel like a pathetic loser next to my boyfriend who has held the same job for 15 years and has moved up to making close to 6 figures. I had dreams of moving out of that toxic department and into the entry level IT department, but that dream is over. I am so hopeless because the only jobs I qualify for are call center jobs and customer service jobs that paid less than what I was making. I wish I didnt blow off college when I was younger cause then maybe i'd have a somewhat happy existance.
Now, this was a job I absolutely loathed, not because of the work itself, but the people I was surrounded by. Shallow, vicious backstabbers, all crammed into a tiny office. We even all took personality tests and passed them around. They all scored next to 0 on empathy scores and I knew I was in trouble. This one woman tried to get me fired not even 1 week in just because I wasnt grasping the work right away (I recieved no training from my boss and contradicting info depending on who was "training" me)
But I needed the money. I rent a 1 bedroom apartment on my own. I have car payments. I cant stomach the thought of moving back in with my abusive parents or returning to my crappy job at Burger King (my ex boss asked if I wanted to come back when she found out I was fired). I feel like a pathetic loser next to my boyfriend who has held the same job for 15 years and has moved up to making close to 6 figures. I had dreams of moving out of that toxic department and into the entry level IT department, but that dream is over. I am so hopeless because the only jobs I qualify for are call center jobs and customer service jobs that paid less than what I was making. I wish I didnt blow off college when I was younger cause then maybe i'd have a somewhat happy existance.