aspieman2396
Well-Known Member
I recently made the decision that I am going to hold off dating until after college. With the state that I am in, I just feel like it's not a viable option right now. I tried to get my foot in the door with girls but they all rejected me for my "weirdness", me getting bullied and dealing with my dysfunctional family and as a result I got insecure about myself and it stayed with me all the way to high school and college. I never had a girlfriend or even a first kiss that's how inexperienced I am although I did get close a couple of times .
I have some issues that I am trying to work out and I decided that I rather work on myself first because if I am in a relationship right now , I feel like I will be a very horrible boyfriend and I don't want that on my conscience and besides I feel like all the roughest times in my life, I've been through them by myself. There are some days that I feel like I am glad that I am single. I also am inexperienced with talking with women as a result of my diagnosis. Also, right now I am dealing with anger and depression stemming from all of theses years. Does anyone feel the same way?
I have some issues that I am trying to work out and I decided that I rather work on myself first because if I am in a relationship right now , I feel like I will be a very horrible boyfriend and I don't want that on my conscience and besides I feel like all the roughest times in my life, I've been through them by myself. There are some days that I feel like I am glad that I am single. I also am inexperienced with talking with women as a result of my diagnosis. Also, right now I am dealing with anger and depression stemming from all of theses years. Does anyone feel the same way?