Hi, erm.. lets just jump in where I want/feel I should
At 5 years teachers wanted to have me assessed for autism~ My mother disapproved so it didnt happen. 32 years on (now) I did every test I could find, wondering why having a silly big IQ, amazing perception, some rare abilities, better than basically everyone at a fair few things - Wondered why I can't do anything of any substance or continued repercussion.
Can't hold a job down, can't run a business yet - but I'm more likely to be able to do that than anything else - my last business.. I was crippled by my nasty EX.. sabotaged. Lets call her Judas to protect her identity and make a strong reference to prevent confusion. I can imitate just about any musician (guitar, voice, keys) and If I bother to keep up practice (muscles around the chords and the diaphragm I suppose) I can sing amazingly well- I disbelieve when people tell me this.
Yea... half a life spent lost because... she said NO.
They wanted to move me forward 2 years (8 years old) due to maths and english skills and diplomatic skills, general genius ability, reading aloud like - Exceptional. I've never seen anyone read as fast as me - I taught my ADHD friend to read, he's travelling the world now.
She said no.
My defecit seems to be almost completely social. And I need a thesaurus. Theres a lot missing there because I couldn't remember the word. It's hit and miss.
Meh. I'll be around. I'll likely tidy this up. I'll call it a blurb for now. I've only been researching this for 72 hours.
A lot of things make sense, and the things that make me doubt having ASD are few.
Questions I was itching to find the answers to during my research:
1: Can anyone here drive really well? - Like - Senna, Rauno, Schumy, Rosberg? - Does having some good motor skills preclude ASD, - On the other hand, My handwriting is exceptionally poor.
2: As a young kid 5-10 I.. I didnt prefer talking to older people - I Only talked to older people. My interactions with people my age were almost completely abusive and violent - I did kick the living fluff out of the school bully at 8 years old... Hardest lad in the school - His dad was a career criminal and exceptionally violent. He said he'd wait for me at the gates and I decided... I'll wait for you kid... The adage for this situation is - Do not back a person into a corner - they only have one way to go - through you.
And that wasnt the first time I dropped a bully. But less about that. I'm now scared of defending myself... You get the picture I hope.
--- Actual question about that? - yes I do. Thanks for asking.
Is dropping fear completely and "getting the job done" preclusive of ASD in this sort of situation?
I might add more questions but right now I want to drink my beer and procure some other pleasurable things. Cheers.
Oh dear... Dont get me started on politics - 1997... right...
You see how this could go.
At 5 years teachers wanted to have me assessed for autism~ My mother disapproved so it didnt happen. 32 years on (now) I did every test I could find, wondering why having a silly big IQ, amazing perception, some rare abilities, better than basically everyone at a fair few things - Wondered why I can't do anything of any substance or continued repercussion.
Can't hold a job down, can't run a business yet - but I'm more likely to be able to do that than anything else - my last business.. I was crippled by my nasty EX.. sabotaged. Lets call her Judas to protect her identity and make a strong reference to prevent confusion. I can imitate just about any musician (guitar, voice, keys) and If I bother to keep up practice (muscles around the chords and the diaphragm I suppose) I can sing amazingly well- I disbelieve when people tell me this.
Yea... half a life spent lost because... she said NO.
They wanted to move me forward 2 years (8 years old) due to maths and english skills and diplomatic skills, general genius ability, reading aloud like - Exceptional. I've never seen anyone read as fast as me - I taught my ADHD friend to read, he's travelling the world now.
She said no.
My defecit seems to be almost completely social. And I need a thesaurus. Theres a lot missing there because I couldn't remember the word. It's hit and miss.
Meh. I'll be around. I'll likely tidy this up. I'll call it a blurb for now. I've only been researching this for 72 hours.
A lot of things make sense, and the things that make me doubt having ASD are few.
Questions I was itching to find the answers to during my research:
1: Can anyone here drive really well? - Like - Senna, Rauno, Schumy, Rosberg? - Does having some good motor skills preclude ASD, - On the other hand, My handwriting is exceptionally poor.
2: As a young kid 5-10 I.. I didnt prefer talking to older people - I Only talked to older people. My interactions with people my age were almost completely abusive and violent - I did kick the living fluff out of the school bully at 8 years old... Hardest lad in the school - His dad was a career criminal and exceptionally violent. He said he'd wait for me at the gates and I decided... I'll wait for you kid... The adage for this situation is - Do not back a person into a corner - they only have one way to go - through you.
And that wasnt the first time I dropped a bully. But less about that. I'm now scared of defending myself... You get the picture I hope.
--- Actual question about that? - yes I do. Thanks for asking.
Is dropping fear completely and "getting the job done" preclusive of ASD in this sort of situation?
I might add more questions but right now I want to drink my beer and procure some other pleasurable things. Cheers.
Oh dear... Dont get me started on politics - 1997... right...
You see how this could go.